Sunday, 25 January 2009

Meeting with her Bull for 3 hours of XXX enjoyment

She did meet her Bull last Friday and they had a three hour XXX session while I was at work.

She dressed for him in the lingerie and stockings I have just posted, which I bought her for Xmas. He loved the peacock stocking tops and he managed to tear one of her stockings while they fucked, probably while he held her ankles apart so he could see his cock entering her cunt.

He fucked her in many positions, cumming twice in the XXX session, filling her with his cum which I had to suck out when I got home. Then she allowed me to put my small throbbing cock into her cunt and poke her for a short time before I came inside her (although she did not cum; she had already cum many times with him and when I fucked her she just watched me).

I think she would prefer to be with him all the time.

Friday, 23 January 2009

Preparing for her Bull

All the signs point to a meeting with her Bull today. Last night she got into bed, turned on her side away from me and immediately said "See you in the morning." Denying me all possibility of cumming inside her, leaving her clean and ensuring that she is ready for him to suck her cunt today.

This morning she lay in bed when the alarm went off but as soon as I stirred she got up and went into the en-suite bathroom, again ensuring that there was no possibility of my cum being inside her cunt when she meets her Bull.

She is now out of the shower and drying her hair, which is something she always does before she meets him. She even did the grocery shopping yesterday to give her more time this morning.

It all points to a XXX meet with her Bull and it may be in our bedroom. They have already done that to me and she took great delight in informing me when I got home from work that he had fucked her in a number of positions on our bed.

It is strange. My small cock is hard at the thought of what they are planning to do but my head is spinning at the same time, confused by her preferring another man and enjoying his company as a friend, lover and long lasting Bull. I wonder what they both think of me... that I let it continue and even get a kick out of them fucking each other. She is very active in his company, sucking and riding his cock for long spells while he watches her. She enjoys teasing him and he seems to have such control that he does not cum until they are both ready; this being after she has cum numerous times to his tongue, fingers and cock, and after they have enjoyed each other in a number of sexual positions. At that point, when she is truly satisfied, he brings her to a massive orgasm while he explodes inside her. All this while I am work, often while I in meetings at work.

How will this end?

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

Further meetings with her Bull

She is planning further meetings with her Bull, including an overnight stopover with him which she told me about last night. They are still in daily contact and she tells me what he says to her on the phone; all the things he would like to do to her when they next meet.

My small cock twitches when I think of them together, of his fingers and tongue exploring her and his large cock stretching her cunt lips as he slides deep within her. She comes many times during each long XXX session with him.

All I can do is wait for the next time they meet...

Monday, 29 December 2008

Daily Contact

She did not drive down to meet him and stay overnight - too dark and icy for travelling.

Instead, she is in daily contact with him by voice or text which is incredibly frustrating for me; knowing he is talking to her and she is responding but not knowing what they have said or typed. It sounds really controlling but it is not that at all; it is my 'Cuckold' lack of knowledge of what they want to do together that is so frustrating.

We drove past his house yesterday and she could not help but look in his direction, while I (the driver) stared dutifully forward and tried to ignore her obvious interest elsewhere.

Am I getting jealous about how much he means to her? - They seem to be in daily contact by mobile phone and she has already told me the sort of suggestions he makes to her on the phone, which make her wet as he speaks.

Despite the previous incidents, I have found myself once more having too much to drink and am very much aware that I could easily say something that would push her too far and make her seek comfort with him, as she has done in the past.

For all those contemplating a Cuckold lifestyle, be very much aware that eventually the thought of another man being your wife or partner's main (and potentially only) lover is a very hard thought to take and, if it happens, will change your life forever.

Saturday, 27 December 2008

Waiting

JayneG is in the master bedroom next to our study, where I am typing this. She is trying on the sexy lingerie I bought her for Xmas, so she can decide which to wear for her Bull tonight. He wants her to go down to spend the night with him but she is still debating whether to go or not.

I will know in about an hour, one way or the other....

Small Cock

She was teasing me last night about my small cock, which seems to be getting smaller as I get older. I was trying to satisfy her with my cock but she kept asking if my tiny cock ever felt the sides of her cunt, particularly after she had been playing with her Bull, a vibrator or dildo.

In the end I rubbed my now partially flacid cock against her clit, which was much better for her and she came as I rubbed her with my bending, lubricated cock.

If any of my readers also has a small cock, please email me to discuss.
davidpgb2000@yahoo.co.uk

Friday, 26 December 2008

Stopover with her Bull

She did meet her Bull at the hotel and she stayed overnight with him. Because she had got all the keys to my CB3000 I was locked into it while she was away, only managing to get one limp and unsatisfactory cum by lots of lubricant, repeated pulling at the lock and straining my frustrated cock against the CB3000 while looking at photos of him fucking her.

I eventually got to sleep but woke up in pain to find my balls very swollen and my almost hard cock completely filling the CB3000. I must have been dreaming of sex and was now paying the price for it with real pain. It took some time for my cock and balls to calm down and for the pain to dissipate, all the while I was trying not to think of where Jayne was and that her Bull would be lying naked beside her.

I could not sleep, so powered up the PC and looked at Cuckold pics (particularly IR), gently pulling on my CB3000 to give some attention to my now flacid cock. I waited patiently for her to return home, so I could unlock my cock and lick her cunt clean. He fucks her in the morning when she sleeps with him, leaving volumes of his cum inside her for me to suck out, taste and drink. I was looking forward to lying between her spread legs serving her as a Cuckold should and to putting my small cock inside her, if she let me, to add my cum to that of her Bull.

It got later and later in the morning and I wondered if she was deliberately arriving home late so there was no time for her to be with me in bed before we both had to go to work. Eventually I got into the shower, still locked into my CB3000 chastity device, and I washed my cock by running warm water through the device. I was forced to get dressed for work, with the CB3000 causing a bulge in my suit trousers that could have been flattering but was very worrying because my work colleagues would notice my normally invisible cock had miraculously grown overnight.

I drove down the route she would use both to come home and to go direct to her office but got all the way to the dual carriageway without seeing her. I pulled over and sent her a text asking "Where R U?" and she replied "Work". So she had driven straight there from the hotel, avoiding meeting me and not informing me of her whereabouts; leaving me without communication and condemned to being locked in the CB3000 for a full 24 hours.

To avoid embarassment, I had to work all day alone in a new office we are commissioning, only emerging infrequently dressed in my long black overcoat to talk to colleagues or get something to eat. Only one person (male) noticed the bulge in my trousers and immediately looked away, while we carried on a conversation about the new office. I managed to survive the whole day with a locked up cock and at times forgot about it, only to be reminded when my cock strained against the device.

I got home before her and had a shower, washing my cock again. When she did arrive home I finally managed to unlock the CB3000 and free my frustrated cock while she was parking the car in the garage. When she returned into the house, I pulled her upstairs into the bedroom, lay her on the bed, ripped off her work tights and thong, and spread her legs so her shaved cunt was visible. I dived in and furiously licked her clit and cunt, sucking her Bull's still evident and salty cum from her. He had cum again inside her in the morning and she had been sitting all day since with his cum unable to drain from her. She had got ready for work at the hotel, including putting on a pair of tights, then sat down all day retaining his cum deep within her cunt; sometimes, when she has driven home in the evening immediately after being fucked by her Bull she has told me his cum drips out of her still gaping, satisfied cunt, past her thong and down her stocking clad legs as she has walked out to her car to drive home and she has been able to feel where her Bull's cock has been while she has been driving in the car. I continued to suck her now glistening and aroused cunt, suddenly receiving and tasting a globule of her Bull's cum as she squeezed it from her cunt. I could roll his cum around on my tongue and the thought nearly made me cum myself while kneeling on the floor against the bed with her spread before me. Here was 'Cuckold proof' in my mouth and the salty remains of her XXX session with her Bull, while I remained at home with a locked up cock to stop me getting any satisfaction whilst she had numerous orgasms and his cock had fulfilled her as my never could.

I got on top of her and she teased me about my small cock as I inserted it. She told me how beautiful her Bull's cock is and how it has a large head that spreads her cunt as he enters her; how deep his cock gets into her cunt and how much she enjoys feeling it sliding inside. I could not last any more and shot my load inside her, adding it to at least two loads from her Bull. She laughed and got off the bed, unpacking her overnight bag as I lay on the bed imagining what she had worn and knowing that she had dressed up in lingerie, stockings and high heels for her Bull (and not for me).

During these last few weeks I have changed and have become the subservient partner in our relationship; while she has gained the upper hand, able to book hotels and meet her Bull at will without reference to me at home. This is going to be the story of my life from now on and have to accept it or risk losing her completely (she has already told me she does not love me any more and that her Bull has become her 'lover').

I hope this Blog, and the warning signs within it, is informative for current Cuckolds or those considering the lifestye....