Cuckold Confusion

I still cannot get over the fact that yesterday I parked my car between Jayne's car and her Bull's car, while inside the hotel Jayne was enjoying her Bull for at least three (I now think it was over four) hours without telling me beforehand.

I am confused. My cock is raging inside my chastity device but my head is still coming to terms with my position as a willing Cuckold who only learns of Jayne's exploits when he asks or on the rare occassion when she tells me without prompting.

I feel humiliated and aroused at the same time.