This year has been a hard one for me as a Cuckold. Jayne has met with her Bull without me, slept overnight with him and even slept with him in our house while I was away. He has sucked and fucked her in numerous positions, including in our bedroom and bed. He has a much larger cock than mine and has tremendous stamina, plus is able to hold back his cum to prolong her pleasure and give her many multiple orgasms before he fills her with his seed from his bare cock.
All I have been able to do is watch her growing away from me and closer to him, making me drink more and making her like me less. We very nearly parted as a couple in February and only just stepped back from the brink of splitting up. Now we have an uneasy, unfulfilled relationship where she would like to fuck her Bull every day and they are in daily contact but too many miles apart to meet as often as desired. She is not really interested in my small cock and, if it were not for our children and having to go to work, I would be better off wearing a chastity device 24/7.
It is Jayne's day off work today (Friday) and I am expecting her to meet her Bull again. All the signs are there, including the sound of her drying her freshly washed hair in the bedroom while I type this. But she does not talk to me about him any more. The first thing I will know about it is whether there are any worn stockings and a used basque in the washing this evening when I get home from work. I will spend all day thinking about it and not knowing, with my sorry little cock constantly twitching to remind me of what they may be doing together in my absence.
She may let me lick her cunt this evening to suck out his cum, which can taste very salty and which I enjoy doing. I imagine his large, hard cock thrusting repeatedly deep inside her, giving her endless pleasure then pumping volumes of hot cum against her womb. She may even let me put my small cock in her cunt for a short while, possibly letting me spurt some of my cum to mingle with his. And all the time she is in my feeble arms, with my small cock prodding her, she will be remembering the strength of her Bull, his stamina, the feeling of his huge cock stretching her and the wonderful orgasms he gives her while she kisses him and pulls him close with her arms and legs wrapped around him.
A Cuckold's view of life is not always as rosy as you might think.
. You Never Know When They Will Catch Up To You
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2 comments:
I feel for you. I know what you mean.
My Wife is not spending more time with him than with me, but only because he is not available. If he was, then I am freaked at where we might be...
What a painful dilemma you are experiencing. I really feel your situation.
My wife would like us to invite another man to live permanently with us with the full intention of building a deep emotional bond with him. I have played this out in my mind and realise that even though she says she will not reject me, I will still loose a large part of her. That thought sits heavy in my stomach when I think about it but it is also strangely arousing. I hope that your situation has that same compensation otherwise it must be hell for you.
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