Jayne has always used and enjoyed using vibrators and dildos, often with me just watching her; she would have fantastic loud orgasms as she held a vibrator tightly pressed against her clit and fucked herself with a dildo; she would also allow me to use toys on her with the same result of multiple orgasms. I liked to restrain her face up spread eagled on our bed, so she watch as I teased her clit and cunt with vibrators and dildos; we also had a smooth metal vibrator, which was perfect for inserting in her anus when she was restrained and helpless to stop me; I used to attach an 'angel wings' vibrator fixed permanently over her clit, then fuck Jayne's cunt and anus simultaneously with a large flexible dildo and the metal vibrator; this used to get Jayne very aroused and she used to ejaculate onto my hands as she had multiple, loud, passionate orgasms; I would remove the penetrative toys, turn off the clit vibrator and leave her in restraints to rest and calm down, then I would start again with different vibrators like the rabbit which I inserted into her cunt with the vibrating element resting on her clit; some vibrators were filled with metal balls and rotated inside Jayne's cunt giving her massive orgasms; others were just finger vibes that I held to her clit; all of them were successful in bringing her off with a loud climax. We did this regularly, in our bedroom and also when we stayed in a hotel, both before and after Jayne met her Bull; after Jayne started fucking her Bull and I became her Cuckold, I would fuck Jayne with our largest flexible penis-shaped dildo and whisper to her that it was her Bull fucking her hard with his bare cock; I would drive the dildo hard and fast into her and Jayne would respond by having enormous orgasms over and over as she imagined being fucked by her Bull; for me (the Cuckold) it was a good way of satisfying Jayne's desires in between meets with her Bull. I rarely tried to fuck Jayne after using the large dildos on her; they were much bigger than my small cock and my little cock would have drifted around with little passion for either of us inside her expanded cunt. So, when we played with toys it was just that and no fucking. In contrast, after a few meets alone with her Bull while I was at work, I noticed that Jayne started to take some of her toys with her to the meets; I asked her about this and she said that for long XXX sessions her Bull would fuck her for a long time and give her multiple orgasms, then he would fuck her harder and cum inside her cunt; they would rest for a while, then her Bull would start to arouse Jayne again by using various toys on her; he loved to watch a large dildo disappear all the way inside Jayne's cunt and he used to fuck her slowly with it before getting faster and faster until she exploded in an orgasm; when they were ready for sex again, Jayne would use a vibrator on her Bull's cock while sucking him and then open up her legs for him to thrust his now very aroused cock into her wet and still gaping cunt. So all three of us like toys and Jayne still has all her vibrators and dildos to use when she is alone in the house, as well as making them available to her Bull when he visits the house or when she meets him in a hotel; I had to buy a whole new selection of toys, including many vibrators, dildos and anal plugs, which I fuck myself with or tease my cock with when alone, I also now have many more chastity devices and have ESTIM (electro stimulation) items for a fabulous hands free cum; I have bought a whole new selection of BDSM items and was given several (including the teacher's cane) by my dominant males; there are many different types of restraints, gags, blindfolds, extreme BDSM items like anal hooks, expanding metal anal 'bombs', urethral sounds, arm binders, whips, canes, paddles and my gimp mask; all my toys are available on bisexual meets to both my crossdresser partners and my dominant males and they use them on me regularly; I also have an extensive collection of women's clothes, lingerie, wigs, make up, lipsticks, basques, lingerie, bras and panties, suspender belts, body stockings, stockings, hold-up stockings, high heel shoes, sandals and boots. So while Jayne uses toys alone and with her Bull, I (her ex-Cuckold) also use them solo and when on bisexual encounters; the difference is that I now have a far more extensive collection of all items and thoroughly enjoy being fully restrained while they are used on me; my crossdressing partners are quite gentle with me when they use toys in our sessions but my dominants are very aggressive and fuck me with dildos so hard that they bruise my sissy cunt, not that I am in a position to stop them and I can only moan or shudder quietly because I am always gagged to stop me making too much noise; one dominant discovered my urethral sounds and ordered me to show him how to use them, so I sterilised and lubricated one and slid it into my sissy cock clit, much to his delight, he then proceeded to tie me up very firmly face up on the bed, gagged me and used the sounds in turn, sliding them down inside my cock before pulling them out and inserting a larger one; he was fascinated by the idea and started to insert the 9mm plus sounds which are quite painful for me (normally I use 7-8mm diameter); similarly to a bulbous cock entering my sissy cunt, the first stage is to get the bulbous head of a cock past my sphincter muscles, once that is successful the cock can slide down inside my sissy cunt regardless of how long or thick it is; it is the same problem with urethral sounds, the 'eye' of a cock it tight like an anal sphincter; this urethral 'eye' needs much practice and training before it can expand enough to allow larger urethral sounds to enter; again, once the 'eye' is passed the sound can be pushed all the way down the urethra right into the bladder; so my dominant was trying to force a large diameter urethral sound past the 'eye' of my sissy cock clit and causing me excruciating pain; eventually he was unsuccessful and he changed to a slightly smaller diameter for the rest of his teasing; the damage had already been done, though, and my sissy cock clit still hurt hours later. I can now take much larger diameter urethral sounds past the 'eye' of my sissy cock clit, having spent more hours of practice and deliberate widening my entrance 'eye' (just like practised with larger and larger objects fucking my sissy cunt, training my sphincter muscles to accept them); it was painful at first but now it is done all I need to do is regularly insert a wide diameter sound to keep my 'eye' fully open; this means that I can insert the longest and widest of my sounds into my sissy cock clit, gently pushing the sterilised and well lubricated huge, long, silicon rubber sound past the 'eye' and watching it disappear all the way into me, feeling it reach the end of my urethra and open up the valve holding urine in my bladder; at this stage there is still about four inches of the sound to be inserted, so I carefully push it in further while feeling it enter my bladder, ignoring the immediate desire to pass urine and continuing until the whole length of this devastating silicon rubber sound is inside my sissy cock clit; then I attach an ESTIM cable to the press stud metal end of the sound, setup more ESTIM items on my sissy cock clit, inserted inside my sissy cunt and on various parts of my body; once the cables are attached to the ESTIM controllers I wind up the voltage and give myself fantastic orgasms from deep within me (both inside my bladder and deep inside my sissy cunt), as well as the other stimulation points of contact; I often add restraints before turning on the ESTIM, to give me a feeling of helplessness and to give me an orgasmic high as the ESTIM works on and inside me; I have lost count of the number of hands free orgasms I have had when using ESTIM, which is now one of my favourite XXX toys alongside the use of firm and tight restraints. ESTIM is also useful when I am on meets with dominants; they like me to dress up for them in my crossdressing clothes, put on my wig and make up, lipstick and perfume, stockings and high heels; they like to restrain me and punish me with whips, paddles and the cane; and they are fascinated by ESTIM, making me insert silicon rubber sounds deep into my sissy cock clit, wrap silicon rubber loops around my cock and balls, pull a lubricate rubber ring over my cock clit and then lock the whole of my sissy cock clit in an ESTIM chastity cage, insert an ESTIM anal plug, attach stick ESTIM pads near to my prostate and on my legs, prepare my ESTIM spring-loaded nipple clamps ready for my dominants to attach later, plus attach all the cables to the ESTIM controllers and do a short test that everything is tingling OK; all my dominants prefer me to setup all this ESTIM because it is quicker for me to do it but they like to attach the nipple clamps after I have been restrained face up on the bed, spread eagled in tight bonds and totally helpless with my stocking clad legs wide apart, my sissy cock clit, sissy cunt, prostate and all the other parts of me ready to be tormented by the ESTIM; my dominants then ensure that my restraints are as tight as possible with no means of escape, put a large dildo gag in my mouth to stop me biting my tongue, sometimes fit the gimp mask over my head to cover my eyes and ears to disorientate me, spend time teasing my nipples so they enlarge before attaching the painful ESTIM nipple clamps; once everything is ready, after several minutes of preparation, my dominants then take their time to raise the level of the ESTIM slowly, experimenting with the different controllers and watching my reactions as the electric pulses shoot through my caged and throbbing sissy cock clit, pulse from my urethra and bladder to my balls, stimulate my sissy cunt and prostate, make my thighs twitch on their own, send painful electric current through each of my nipples; the dominants love to watch my reactions as they raise the tempo of the ESTIM and the electric power levels, combining the power from different controllers in a miasma of torment for me their restrained sissy; this continues for a long time as my dominants raise the ESTIM levels from tickling, to arousing, to torment, to torture of my helpless caged sissy cock clit and my sissy cunt; if it is a group session then they compete to see who can make me moan and squirm most, delighting in my pain; the muscles in my legs will start to cramp with my exertions against the restraints, as will my arms and shoulders, all to no avail as I am trapped and a prisoner to their torture; this is when it gets serious, the ESTIM controllers are designed to give a safe maximum level of power but this maximum in itself is also very painful; when the ESTIM is delivered via multiple such controllers all at maximum then the many pulses of electricity combine to produce wave upon wave of powerful surges rolling up and down my sissy cock clit and through each of my balls, also surging through me from cock to bladder and sissy cunt to prostate; it really is torture in the hands of my dominants and much more than I would do when at home solo; they delight in my pain, similarly to when they whip and cane me, and the ESTIM continues because it is mains power (the batteries are just for backup) as I cry real tears down my cheeks ruining my mascara and sob moaning into my large rubber dildo gag; time stands still for me and I can only focus on the pain, including through my now sore and tender nipples; eventually my cock clit will take on a life of it's own inside my chastity cock cage, enlarging to fill the space available in a twisted painful ESTIM erection, my prostate will start to produce more than just pre-cum as my ejaculate gathers trapped in my urethra by the thick silicon rubber urethral insert, I am cumming but with no visible cum, having an orgasm while I cry and sob; this is the event my dominants are looking for, the telltale throbbing and tightening of my cock and balls; my dominants know that I have cum and now move onto another level of torment; they lower the power of all the controllers except those tormenting my nipples and allow me a breathing space from most pain; they whisper to me to inform me that they know that their dirty sissy has cum hands free while in restraints; they tell me that such dirty habits need punishing and they start to raise the power levels of the ESTIM again on each controller in turn until I am in anguish and biting my rubber dildo gag; my dominants know that after my first cum my ejaculate will be trapped in my urethra with nowhere to go, so the pressure builds up inside me as I also want to pass urine after cumming; passing urine is impossible because the diameter of the long silicon rubber insert is already stretching the sides of my urethra and blocking any fluid from passing; the insert is inserted in the full length of my urethra to give me the deepest possible ESTIM pulses and now it is severely restricting any movement of fluid from my bladder, prostate and balls; this torment lasts a long time as my dominants play with the ESTIM levels, knowing that my second orgasm will be delayed by my blocked urethra predicament; My head will be rolling form side to side, my arms and legs in spasm, my groaning will be prolonged and my tears flowing down my face; all a delight for my dominants who want me to feel helpless pain; then they will put all the ESTIM controllers on maximum and wait for the inevitable result; my cock clit will be hit with all those combined rolling pulses and wave upon wave of electricity that seems to pass in all directions within my cock and over the skin of my cock, up and down, side to side and through my ESTIM conducting cock like a physics experiment with a flashing 'lightning' plasma ball at school; my sissy cunt will be gripping the ESTIM anal insert in an attempt to ease the flow of similar rolling waves and pulses to my balls; my prostate will be receiving the full treatment of full ESTIM power through it; my nipples will be numb with pain; and I will be getting aroused again inside my restraining chastity cock cage; I cannot stop my erection and it will again fill all the space available in the cage, pushing my sissy cock clit skin against the ESTIM contacts on the inside of the cage, increasing the area and pressure of contact and thus becoming a more efficient conductor of the maximum ESTIM power; and I will explode inside me, releasing even more cum into my already full urethra, adding pressure to the pain as I also cannot stop my bladder from releasing additional fluid in the form of urine; the pain will now be intense all over and within my abused body but at least I know that the end of my torture will be soon; my watching dominants give me a few minutes more of maximum ESTIM from all the controllers, then slowly wind the power down until the electric torment stops; but I still have all that pressure in my urethra and I am still restrained; it takes some time to release the ESTIM cables and contacts, then my restraining bonds and my dominants will prolong the moment of release by smacking their naught 'dirty' sissy, which adds to the fluid pressure built up inside me; I am given the key to my chastity cage and stagger to the bathroom in tears and pain (usually with my dildo gag still in my mouth), where I carefully unlock the chastity device and pull off the cock cage, exposing and releasing the end of my long thick silicon rubber urethral insert; now I need all my concentration and patience, as I slowly withdraw the long rubber insert down the whole of my urethra and slide it out of my sissy cock clit along with thick, slimy, sticky cum as a lubricant; only then can I allow the fluid in my urethra to spurt under pressure out of me, a mix of pre-cum, prostate fluid, sperm and urine, also sometimes blood, all now flowing in volume down the toilet as I watch with great relief leaning over the toilet with my legs apart to avoid splashes; I then have to remove the ESTIM anal plug from my sissy cunt, clean it and wipe myself, before inserting the shower attachment and giving myself a welcome enema; then I inject plenty of new lubricant into my sissy cunt, wash my hands, wipe and wash my face to remove the streams of mascara down my cheeks, refresh my make up and lipstick, spraying on more perfume; I return to the bedroom where the ESTIM items will have all been removed and tidied up ready for our continued XXX session (we will be less than half way through the available time at this point); my dominants will be waiting for me and proceed to tie me up again as they ask me if I enjoyed the ESTIM as much as they did; I will still have my leather wrist and ankle restraints on, so it quick and easy to restrain me on the bed again, in whatever position suits the next step for my abuse; I may be face down for more punishment, the dirty sissy cumming without permission, smacked and slapped before being whipped and caned; then my dress or skirt being raised to expose my now refreshed and ready sissy cunt; my panties moved to one side and my sissy cunt explored with lubricant and latex gloved covered fingers and hands; all while I am still gagged and helpless in my restraints face down on the bed; I may be fucked by large dildos or my balls teased with vibrators, and in the end I can feel an eager hard cock being pressed against my sissy cunt lips; I have to push out to widen my sphincter muscles and allow the bulbous head of the cock to pass inside me, then relax as this large cock glides down and fills my sissy cunt to full extent; I can feel myself becoming more aroused despite the recent ESTIM torment and torture, and my double cum trapped in my urethra until I can allow it to flow out; I can't stop my growing arousal as the large cock withdraws a little before thrusting inside me again; my sissy cock clit will not be in the chastity cage any more and will be becoming erect under me, I can feel it getting hard; it always amazes me that I can get a very firm and hard erection when my anal sphincter muscles are actually fully relaxed and my sissy cunt is wide and gaping, filled with a large throbbing cock that is fucking me deep, hard and fast; not at first but within a few meets, I discovered that while I am being fucked I get an extreme erection and become very aroused; my dominants react differently to my erection, some are amused, some want to masturbate me, some want to punish me for showing such dirty enjoyment of being buggered; and they all want to continue to fuck me until they are satisfied and have cum inside me. Instead of being tied and spread eagled face down after the ESTIM, on other occasions I am restrained face up with my arms and legs spread wide apart; this makes me feel very vulnerable as my sissy cock clit is only protected by my flimsy panties; some of my dominants will face fuck me and all of them will abuse my sissy cock clit, amusing themselves as I moan into my gag; then they will release my ankles and fuck me with my legs in the air and high heels tapping on the headboard or wall; in this anvil position the largest cocks reach right to the end of my sissy cunt, banging away and bruising me internally; the dominant will be unaware and uncaring, fucking me hard and deep, keeping me in the air balanced in a position for the perfect angle of coitus; they will fuck me for some time and then dump their load deep within me before withdrawing; if it is a group session, then it all starts again with the next dominant until they have all fucked me in turn; if I am lucky they will then do another round of fucking, this time with much longer before they each cum; I end up being totally flooded with hot, juicy sperm which drips from my gaping sissy cunt when they lower my stocking clad legs; because I am still restrained, I cannot stop the leaking cum and they will clean it up for me with towels, muttering about me being a sissy nymphomaniac; they will remove my gag but leave me restrained, they may even re-attach my ankle restraints; but we all know that it is time it relax and rest for a while before they start to use my toys on me again; this process of being fucked and played with can go on for hours or overnight, because we always book an early 12:00 noon check-in and most check-outs are not until 12:00 noon the following day; plenty of time for prolonged ESTIM torture, whip and cane punishment, multiple fucks and hours of inserting toys into me, which I welcome even in my restraints.
Toys are a wonderful investment.
I have included some photos below of Jayne enjoying her toys while I (the Cuckold) watched.
