Monday 20 April 2020

Jayne and her Bull enjoying each other while I (her Cuckold) watched - Fellatio

Jayne is an expert at giving fellatio, practised and confident, loving the taste of pre-cum and also savouring the salty taste of cum itself; I don't know how she taught herself to do deep throat but she was also an expert on taking a hard, pulsating cock all the way down her throat. Jayne had lived out of the UK for a while and had told me that she went to a party in the USA with her then husband; Jayne went upstairs with a black guy and they fucked each other in a bedroom while her husband was downstairs enjoying the party; so Jayne has enjoyed at least one BBC (Big Black Cock) and I have visions in my head of Jayne taking a huge black cock deep down her throat and being throat fucked by an athletic black guy, who then followed it up by forcing his massive bare cock into her wet and welcoming cunt, then fucking her ragged until he came inside Jayne and flooded her with cum.

It was Jayne who inadvertently taught me to how to do deep throat; she would effortlessly take my little cock from flaccid state to throbbing erection, licking and sucking me, flicking her tongue around my cock in her mouth, then slowly allow my cock to slide down her throat without any gagging; she would allow me to throat fuck her and eventually to cum straight down her throat without any of my cum flooding back into her mouth, it would all disappear down her throat with apparently no effort. So I started to practice this when on my own in our house; at first using pencils to tease the back of my throat until I could resist the gagging response; progressing to thicker and longer items like vibrators, which I managed to take down the upper part of my throat for a short while before the gagging response kicked in; slowly teaching myself how to open up my throat to a foreign object and not to react by gagging; it was a long, slow process over several months of private practice but eventually I was able to 'go down' on Jayne's flexible dildos, which were better than the solid vibrators; I started at first by taking the smallest flexible dildo all the way down my throat without gagging, before progressing through her various larger dildos to her largest, longest flexible penis-shaped veined dildo which I used to love licking and sucking like a real cock, as if I was giving giving fellatio to a muscled man lying naked below me on the bed, fucking my moist mouth with his cock (the dildo) then slowly 'going down' on him by lowering my head and opening up my throat for his massive cock, allowing it to slide a little down my throat before raising my head a little to entertain this lovely big cock in my mouth; then opening up my throat again and taking even more of his cock down my throat before raising my head again to stop me gagging; I would do this many times, taking this wonderful cock (the largest penis-shaped flexible dildo that Jayne and I possessed) further and further down my throat as I knelt on the bed pretending to be sucking this man's cock as he lay watching me; finally I would open up my throat and slide the whole of this very long and thick 'cock' right down my throat, feel it filling me up, and hold it there for long minutes without gagging before I needed to breathe and had to raise my head and allow the cock to leave my now practised throat and re-enter my mouth; I used to continue the session for up to an hour, as if I was performing fellatio and deep throat on this unknown man, my deep throat on him performed with no gagging and limited only by the need to breathe occasionally; then I would move to the conclusion of this fellatio session by mouth fucking his cock vigorously as he lay below me and finally, just before his climax, taking the whole of his long, wide cock all the way down my throat as he came in spasms and flooded my throat with his cum; after a short while I would slide his cock out of my throat and then lick and suck his remaining cum from his cock. On other occasions, I used to lie on the bed with my head over the side of the mattress and my legs spread out for stability; then I would mouth fuck myself with this biggest penis dildo, before opening up my throat and throat fucking myself, deeper and deeper, learning how to take a big cock while I was in such a submissive position, until I was taking all of this huge moving 'cock' to full extent, with the balls repeatedly pressed up hard against my lips, right down my open throat without gagging; this was such a fantastic experience but not without some bruising developing in my throat afterwards. All this was done solo in the privacy of our bedroom in fantasy but with a real aim; after a lot of practice and months of dedication, I myself became an expert in performing deep throat; it all started with my admiration of Jayne's deep throat skills and became preparation for my own use of deep throat on my subsequent crossdressing bisexual encounters. It was always an eye opener for me to watch the response when I first performed deep throat on a new crossdresser, who would watch me with awe as their hard throbbing cock disappeared all the way into my mouth, they could see their balls resting on my chin and they could feel their cock sliding all the way down my throat; this would be after we had performed normal oral sex on each other, so they would already be very aroused and to watch me performing effortless deep throat must have really got them aroused; after that surprising first session with a new crossdresser, on subsequent meets they would always ask me to go down on them and perform deep throat (very few of them could do deep throat themselves) and they would put their hands on the back of my head and 'assist' me in my deep throat efforts by holding my head stationary when their cock was deepest, also to force me to take their cock as far as possible down my throat just before they came in noisy, grunting spasms, spurting their cum straight down my throat until they had finished cumming, at which point they used to let go of my head and I would proceed to slide their cock backwards out of my throat and let it linger in my mouth as I sucked and licked the last drops of salty sperm from their still hard cocks; I guess that when they were with me it was their only opportunity to experience deep throat and they really appreciated me performing such a skill on them. Very importantly, my deep throat skills were also used during encounters with normal males, to meet the oral demands of these dominant males, who loved to make me suck them and loved to watch me perform deep throat on their cocks and who would force me to take the hard firm cock all the way down my throat as they fucked me in the mouth, often while I lay on my back on the bed with my head hanging over the side of the mattress (just as I had practised with Jayne dildos). These dominant males used to mouth fuck me when I was restrained and helpless to stop them; making me gag as they held my head and pushed their cocks deep into my mouth, without regard to my feelings; they would physically abuse my mouth and throat, bruising me in the process, taking advantage of me being totally physically restrained, only happy when I eventually took their cock all the way down my throat where they would pause for a while in breath play, starving me of air, until I was forced to buck and heave on the bed in desperation; then they would withdraw for a moment while I took in huge breaths of air before they would begin the process again, first mouth fucking me, then pushing their cocks to the back of my mouth and forcing their cocks down my throat, ignoring any of my gagging and struggling in my bonds; my dominant males became demons and I became their focus of pleasure, capable of using my deep throat skill reluctantly to increase the arousal of my dominant who would use and abuse me, including ignoring my attempts to breathe as their cocks completely filled and plugged my sole source of air; it did not matter if I frequently cried, they just ignored my tears or even took them as a sign to increase my discomfort, throat fucking me harder and faster, ignoring my gagging motions and abusing me to the full; my dominants tormented me while their cocks were deep down my throat, just because I could take it and never complained afterwards. To me it was a mix of true, exquisite arousal; my sissy cock clit would be hard and throbbing while I lay in restraints being face and throat fucked; sometimes my dominants used to flick, smack and tease my cock and balls painfully, while they forced me to take and entertain their cocks deep down my throat; but my arousal was accompanied by a mix of fear and pain; fear at my possibly dying during their breath play and my not knowing what they would do to me next; pain in my jaw from being widened so far, down my throat from the thrusting cocks, in my stretched arms and legs held in their tight restraints, in my tormented cock and balls; but I can also say that this fear and pain actually heightened my aroused state. My crossdresser meets used to love cumming down my throat, something they would rarely be able to do outside of our encounters; my dominant males usually had more time available, so had a choice of how and when they came, sometimes down my throat but not every time; the very fact that they were abusing my mouth and throat seemed to satisfy the dominant males and they would move on to abuse me in different ways, for example: punishing me for being such a dirty sissy, allowing a man to fuck my mouth and throat, even my having the deep throat skills was a reason for them to punish me (I must have been a 'very dirty sissy' to have spent so much time sucking cocks that I could do deep throat). So after deep throat fucking me and starving me of air, my dominant males would then leave me helpless in full restraints while they moved on to other activities, starting to abuse my small sissy cock clit or teasing my sissy cunt with fingers, dildos and anal plugs; they would change my restraints, sometimes putting me in a restrained kneeling position with leg spreader or restrained over a chair, both positions with my vulnerable sissy bottom in the air; then they would punish me with hands, whips, belts, straps or the teacher's bamboo cane (even with a hair brush or shoes); gagging me than beating me senseless as punishment for being a 'dirty sissy'; drawing blood or giving me long weals, not caring how much they hurt me as long as it was not visible under clothes; they made me cry many times, silently sobbing into the bed or chair; punishing me for being a 'bad gurl'. If I was lying on my back when they face fucked me, then my dominants would release my ankles and raise my legs up onto their shoulders so they could explore my vulnerable sissy cunt; if they moved me so my head was on the pillows, they would restrain my wrists again with arms outstretched at the top of the bed and steadily pull my ankles up into this raised position with ratchet bonds attached just below my knees that held me painfully on my back, arms stretched wide and stocking clad legs high and wide in the air, with my high heels touching the bedroom wall or headboard; now my mouth was unavailable to my dominants but my sissy cunt was fully exposed, hidden only by my fragile panties, a fact that they took full advantage of; to be fair they did lubricate me but then they abused my sissy cunt, taking pleasure from my discomfort as they repeatedly inserted large anal plugs before plopping them out again, replacing them with larger and longer dildos which they fucked me with (hard enough to make me squeal behind my gag); then when my dominants were tired of using toys, they would smile as they inserted their own cocks into my now gaping sissy cunt, lunging deep into me without concern, lowering their body weight onto my restrained legs so I was in even more pain, fucking me with their bare cocks until they obtained release and satisfaction by cumming deep within me; all of this while I looked up at them from the pillow. When I was left lying face down on the
in restraints, they would gag me and punish me as I lay helpless on the bed, whipping my butt violently, using the paddle or cane or anything else they thought would be suitable to hit me with; then my dominants would fuck me with bare cocks from behind while I lay pinned below them on the bed, eventually cumming inside me and flooding me with their cum. If it was a group session, then I had to endure the attention of every attendee, who would abuse me with face fucking and deep throat in turn, punish me in turn and fuck me hard in turn; the difference with a group session and lots of time, is that they would repeatedly fuck me and cum inside me multiple times in turn dependent on their recovery times, each fuck usually longer than the previous one from a particular dominant; so I was effectively helplessly restrained and gang raped in these group sessions for two or three hours, preceded by at least an hour of physical punishment with whips and canes, prior to which had been the abuse by fucking my mouth and throat (and twisting of my cock and balls), again for up to two hours; with these long sessions it was all physically and emotionally draining for me but I always returned eagerly for more the next time. My oral skills improved with each session, as did my hard earned deep throat skills, which were appreciated by all my encounters, crossdressers and dominants, just in different ways. If I am being honest, I prefer being forced to perform deep throat while I am held helpless in restraints, even if it is normally more painful for me, it is just that I appear to be wired in a way that being restrained and helpless gives me more pleasure, allowing others to restrain, punish and abuse me gives all of us pleasure; and by sucking a cock and taking it all down my throat I can give real pleasure to those who are dominating me. Deep throat really is a wonderful skill.

It was a surprise to me when I first watched Jayne sucking her Bull's cock with such devotion, she had never sucked my cock is that way; with her Bull she seemed more determined to provide satisfaction, which was obviously appreciated by her Bull who used to rest his hands on her head while she licked and sucked him. Jayne easily performed deep throat on her Bull, from that very first meet, taking him right down her throat and keeping him there while her he enjoyed the moment, before sliding his cock back into her mouth and repeating the deep throat process over and over; Jayne taking air then holding her breath while her Bull's cock filled her throat. When I was watching them, her Bull never came in Jayne's mouth, showing amazing control because she would suck him for a long time during their sessions; her Bull always held back and only released his sperm into Jayne's cunt, ignoring the fact that I (her Cuckold) was watching. After they started meeting without me, while I was at work or on trips, Jayne used to tell me what they had done together when I asked her to relate the whole episode to me later, usually when we were in bed that night and she could tease my small cock as she talked. Jayne would tell me how they would perform oral sex on each other for most of the early part of the session, starting with her Bull giving Jayne cunnilingus then Jayne returning the compliment by performing fellatio on her Bull; sometimes they would move into a 69 position for mutual simultaneous oral sex. It was Jayne who gave me the idea of lying on my back on our bed while fucking my mouth and throat with a penis dildo; this is exactly what Jayne did on a hotel bed for her Bull in one of their sessions, lying on her back and offering her open mouth to her Bull who proceeded to fuck her mouth while he fingered Jayne's clit and cunt; then Jayne would open up her throat and encourage her Bull to fuck her deeply all the way down her throat, while she lay there passively receiving him (with her hands pulling on his butt) and her Bull gave her pleasure in return as he face fucked Jayne, by rolling his fingers around her clit and exploring her cunt. So Jayne taught me (gave me the idea) how to take a cock while lying down on my back, as well as showing me how to deep throat any size of cock. Jayne also invited her Bull to visit our house while I was at work, so she would have sucked his cock in our bedroom and he would have given her oral sex while she lay legs apart on our duvet; Jayne would have started preparing for her Bull as soon as I drove away to work, having a shower, painting her finger and toe nails, putting on the new lingerie that I bought her and her stockings, applying make up and lipstick, putting on her dress and high heels shoes and then spraying herself and her clothes with perfume. Then Jayne would wait in anticipation for her Bull to arrive, she would open and close the electric gates and greet him at our front door; she would proceed up the stairs of our house, while her Bull followed her and fondled her bottom; when in our bedroom her Bull always slid the bolt on our door, locking out anyone who might come in the house (even though he knew that I was at work); then they would start to kiss and touch each other, moving to oral as further preparation with her Bull preparing Jayne with cunnilingus and Jayne sucking his cock hard; then they would sometimes undress but often the first fuck was with Jayne still in her dress or skirt, only her Bull taking off his clothes as he eagerly lay her on the bed ready for penetration; other times they would undress each other, then do oral, then move to full penetration. Whichever way they did it, Jayne and her Bull were having sex in our bedroom while I (the unknowing Cuckold) was at work; I only ever found out afterwards, when Jayne would greet me with a smile, two slices in my G&T and tell me that her Bull had fucked her today upstairs on and in our bed; that they had lain together afterwards in post-coital bliss, wrapped in each other's arms like a newly married couple, before her Bull had started to fondle her again ready for another session; that her Bull had made Jayne cum many times in wonderful multiple orgasms and fucked her in different positions on the bed and in our bedroom; that her Bull have repeatedly filled Jayne with huge volumes of his warm cum, that he had only just finished fucking her again only minutes before I arrived home and would I like go upstairs immediately to look at his cum still in Jayne's cunt; she was very good in that she would not wash herself until I had had the opportunity for sloppy seconds (my little cock lubricated by her Bull's cum while I fucked Jayne) or more often for me to greedily lick and suck her Bull's still fresh juicy cum from Jayne, while at the same time performing cunnilingus on her to give her pleasure and encourage her to open up her legs for me. When I had licked and sucked all of her Bull's cum from Jayne and we just lying side by side on our bed, Jayne would then proceed to tell me everything that had happened, including what clothes she had worn; she told me how wonderful her Bull was, how he could hold and control himself for any length of time to ensure that Jayne had the maximum number of orgasms while he fingered, licked, sucked, probed, teased and then penetrated her before fucking her slowly, then faster and faster until he was thudding the headboard in total domination of her cunt with his bare cock (they have never fucked with a condom on), before cumming in volumes deep inside her while Jayne held onto his head. Jayne's story would inevitably get me aroused again but she would reject a second fuck from me, telling me that she was tired and needed to rest; she would leave me high and dry but would encourage me to go into the study and look at porn while she slept. Later, when I had obtained my release, Jayne would insist that I fit a chastity cage on my cock and she would lock me in it for the whole night, so she could get some proper sleep without me being a nuisance in bed by touching, caressing and waking her; this was a very sensible thing for Jayne after fucking all day but for me it meant eating our evening meal in chastity, sitting down to pass urine, being careful when I sat on a chair and. in particular, always waking up in pain during the night due to a night-time erection severely restricted by the cock cage. I never complained at being locked up; Jayne was now the dominant in our house, deciding when and where to fuck her Bull; only allowing me some limited access to her body, normally when she was already sated by her Bull and was really teasing me about my small cock, allowing my cock access to her cunt only for a short time before I came prematurely inside her, mixing my sperm with that of her Bull's; she put up with me fucking her as a Cuckold, it was always a short fuck and did little for her, and Jayne would tell me that she was thinking about her Bull while I fucked her, just so she could get excited even if I could never make her cum with my cock. Jayne preferred being with her Bull to being with me and, as well as inviting her Bull into our bed while I was at work, she invited her Bull to stay overnight in our house, bedroom and bed when I was away on overnight trips; I usually guessed that this would happen, so I would ask Jayne before I left if she had invited her Bull to our house and she always said "Yes". So all the time I was away I would be haunted by visions of Jayne being fucked many times in our home while I drove to the location, had meetings, booked into hotels, had a G&T, then one or more beers, then at least one glass of wine with my steak before retiring to my hotel bedroom to look at photos on my laptop of Jayne being fucked by her Bull, all the while knowing that her Bull was in our house now with Jayne and doing exactly that in real time, fucking Jayne in the privacy of our home while I was away. I would take some BDSM items with me on my trips, usually a chastity cage and items to restrain myself on the bed or to the legs of the chair; also a dildo and lubricant to fuck myself with and a vibrator to tease my cock with; later as my bisexual nature became more apparent, I started taking a nightie, panties and stockings to wear in my hotel bedroom at night while I was haunted by visions of Jayne being fucked by her Bull in our bed. I became more and more obsessive, as the number of times increased of Jayne inviting her Bull for a visit or overnight stay in our home; to me it was invasive and I talked to Jayne about it, trying to explain how I felt; to Jayne, though, every moment with her Bull was precious, particularly if they could spend the night together and even better if it was conveniently in our home; the concession being that Jayne would inform me beforehand if I asked and tell me all about it afterwards as she watched me suck his sperm and the many warm globules of cum from her bruised cunt. Jayne would have known by now that I was bisexual, accepting my behaviour as that of a Cuckold; because we both like porn, Jayne had also noticed and told me that my taste in porn had changed to include crossdressers, bisexuals and gays; she was interested but not turned on by the development; maybe she started keeping an eye on her stockings and lingerie drawers but I was always careful to wear only those items which I had purchased myself and she had no knowledge of. So later on in our Cuckold relationship, I started to wear women's clothing when away on a trip and to fuck myself with a dildo, massaging my prostate until my leaking cock finally produce my cum in unsatisfying orgasms; my mind was always diverted on such trips by the thought of Jayne being fucked by her Bull in our own bedroom, which now happened every time I was away on a work trip and in a hotel. In the morning on such away trips, I would try to concentrate in yet more meetings, have lunch, then drive all the way home knowing that her Bull had fucked Jayne on the first day, slept in our bed with her, fucked Jayne at night and then fucked her again several times during the second day, filling her repeatedly with his cum which I would drink greedily on my return home. Jayne told me that her Bull had deliberately fucked her in every room and closet in our house; on every chair or sofa, including the kitchen chairs; on and under the staircase; over the kitchen and dining room tables and kneeling over the lounge coffee tables; over the footstool in the lounge; in our conservatory and in the shower; the only place he did not fuck Jayne was on the toilet or the garden; this would have been some form of dominance over me by her Bull, because he knew that Jayne told me (her Cuckold) everything about their meets afterwards. So now, not just had Jayne sucked her Bull's cock and performed deep throat on him, she had willingly and eagerly allowed her Bull to fuck her everywhere in our home and for him to dominate me by proxy. That was what my life had become, my life as a Cuckold, knowing that even our own bed at home was not sacred, in fact it was the preferred location for Jayne to be with her Bull; I had become redundant in the relationship, a third party inconvenience for both of them, and someone who was no longer necessary for Jayne to have a fulfilling orgasm. This became completely evident on five occasions late in our relationship, when Jayne invited her Bull to stay in our house for the weekend while I was still there. This astounded me and I complained but Jayne said that she and her Bull had been planning this for some time; I think that they both wanted to now show me that I (the Cuckold) was redundant and not part of their lives, that I would have to put up with them being together, that I had to watch them cuddling and kissing like the lovers that they were. Jayne made me open the electric gates and greet her Bull at the door, told me to shake his hand and show him into the lounge, to offer and make her Bull a drink and to bring his suitcase up into the bedroom where Jayne was finishing getting dressed for her Bull; I sat on the bed and watched Jayne fitting and adjusting her stockings, putting on her black skirt tucking in her blouse, giving me a glimpse of her basque, putting on her high heels then looking at herself in long full length wall mirror that I knew her Bull had forced her to look into as he fucked her from behind on his previous visits to our house; finally she applied lipstick and sprayed herself with expensive perfume that I had bought her. Then Jayne looked at me with maybe just a little sympathy and gave me a peck on the cheek; saying that it was time to join our guest. When we got to the lounge Jayne sat next to her Bull on the sofa while I sat in a chair; Jayne asked me to make a G&T for her and another one for her Bull (I also made one for myself); when I arrived back in the lounge carrying the G&Ts on a tray, Jayne and her Bull were openly kissing and caressing, not stopping when I entered the room; they just carried on as if I was not there, just as they had done very early on in our Cuckold relationship, when they had allowed me to join them in the hotel bedrooms so long ago, before they decided to meet without me. I handed them their drinks and sat down to watch them; we talked for a while as we drained the glasses, then it got much more interesting; her Bull's hand started to drift down to the hem of Jayne's skirt, lifting the edge before progressing up her thigh; Jayne moved a little to allow him better access and her Bull slid his hand between her legs, stroking her thigh and moving up to her groin; I could see his knuckles moving under her skirt as he fingered her clit. Jayne had her eyes closed now, concentrating on his fingers and they both ignored my presence in the room. After a while, Jayne started moaning and moved sideways on the sofa to get nearer to her Bull; she put her hand on his trousers over his cock and started to massage it through the fabric, then she got both hands, unbuttoned his trousers and pulled his zip down; Jayne put her hands inside her Bull's pants and pulled out his semi-hard cock, starting to grasp it gripped in both hands and to masturbate him; her Bull's fingers were now moving rapidly on Jayne's clit and they were obviously about to fuck in our lounge in front of me. The curtains had been closed for a while, so we had complete privacy as Jayne got up off the sofa and straddled her Bull; he pushed his trousers down his legs to the floor and looked at me across the room while Jayne waited in a position over him; I think that they had discussed and planned all this beforehand; Jayne knew by now that I was bisexual and her Bull had told her a long time ago that his brother was gay, she had told me this after a meet; I looked across the room and they were both looking at me as her Bull told me to join them by kneeling on the floor in front of the sofa; I did as I was told, kneeling very close to them near her Bull's shoes; he told me to take off his shoes and socks, then to pull off and fold his trousers, which I did; then her Bull instructed me to take hold of his erect cock and guide it into Jayne's cunt as she lowered herself down. I was surprised but did as requested, gripping his cock with both hands and holding it straight, while watching it disappear into Jayne. They had figured me out, the bisexual Cuckold willing to do anything, I was still holding her Bull's cock, when Jayne settled down onto my hands and flattened them, forcing me to let go of his cock and just to watch; I was inches from their coital joining and a close witness to them fucking; they let me stay in that position as Jayne fucked her Bull and he responded by putting his hands on her sides and helping her move up and down; they kept fucking like this for about ten minutes, Jayne letting out a groan as she had an orgasm and both of them breathing quicker; I was clearly not allowed to touch any more, only to observe. My knees were starting to hurt because I was sat back on my haunches, but I was scared to move in case they stopped their carnal activity and banned me from the room; I just put up with the growing pain and continued to watch them like a live porn movie. Jayne was bucking up and down now, using the sofa springs to get a steady rhythm, her Bull's cock kept appearing then disappearing again, covered in her white cunt juices; they both kept control of themselves until they had an almost telepathic simultaneous orgasm, which I think Jayne triggered with her strong vaginal muscles. Jayne sat down on her Bull's cock, resting her butt on his legs, kissing him and then murmuring into his ear; then she raised herself off him and sat beside him on the sofa; both of them looked at me. Jayne would have told her Bull about me sucking his cum out of her after their meets and we had now reached the next stage of their planning; her Bull told me to grab hold of his cock again with one hand and to wank him, as I did this Jayne told me to lick her clean; so I ended up moving to kneel between Jayne's legs with my right hand on her left high, while my left hand continued to grip and pleasure her Bull's cock; I used my right hand to move Jayne's panties out of the way and I could see her Bull's cum starting to dribble from her cunt; I started to lick it up, off her legs first then from her cunt lips until there was no visible cum; then I moved closer and started to suck at Jayne's cunt, moving my mouth and using my tongue to widen her cunt lips; globules of her Bull's hot, juicy, salty, very fresh cum started to fill my mouth, in unpredictable amounts, some globules small and others large; Jayne was assisting by squeezing her cunt and forcing his cum out for me to suck and lick; for me (and maybe for them too) it was fulfilment of a carnal act, Cuckoldress, Bull and Cuckold. I was delighting in sucking and licking my Cuckoldress clean, savouring the fresh cum of her Bull; lost in my own Cuckold world. Her Bull woke me up from my thoughts by gripping my wrist and moving it up and down quicker, maybe I had slowed down while I concentrated on Jayne, so now I was wanking her Bull and not cleaning up Jayne; I moved back towards her Bull and put both my hands around his now erect cock, gripping his cock hard and masturbating him as he seemed to wish me to do; both Jayne and her Bull were now watching me with interest. I continued to wank him but I could to get him to cum again; eventually my feeble activity seemed to irritate him and he signalled for me to stop. I was not told to lick and suck his cock but I would gladly have done as commanded, so my real regret of my time as a Cuckold is that I never sucked the very active cock of Jayne's Bull; I touched it early on in our Cuckolding when her Bull and I had tried to insert two cocks into Jayne's gaping cunt (we managed it but were unable to fuck her in tandem, after which I began to withdraw from trying to join in and increasingly just watched and took photos; taking on the life of a real Cuckold); then near the end of our Cuckolding relationship I was ordered to touch her Bull's cock several times on every occasion he visited our house for a weekend (this was probably because they both knew that I my bisexual nature made me secretly wanted to feel his hard cock). Only Jayne got to suck her Bull's cock and use her formidable fellatio skills on him, taking her Bull deep throat and allowing him to fuck her mouth. I (the Cuckold) could watch this in our home but was never allowed to suck his cock and I never asked if I could; which is of real regret to me now, because I think that her Bull would have let me suck his cock; it would have been his final act of dominance over the Cuckold. As it was, Jayne inviting her Bull to our house and both of them ordering me to perform humiliating Cuckold acts on them in our home, was the start of the end of my relationship with Jayne. My presence in her life was no longer required and I had become an unwanted extra in Jayne's relationship with her Bull; six months later, after witnessing and being told about their many XXX meets over almost as many years as Jayne and I had been living together, after enduring watching them fucking in our home and watching them retire to our bedroom to continue fucking behind a closed and locked door, listening to them fucking while I looked at porn and slept in the guest bedroom; after enduring the humiliation of being ordered to assist in their love making by guiding her Bull's cock into Jayne's cunt; after being ordered to lick her clean of his cum and to masturbate him while they watched me; after so much anxiety and utter humiliation as a now unwanted Cuckold; I left the house and never returned.

So I left our house; where Jayne invited her Bull to fuck her in our home while I was at work; then Jayne invited her Bull to stay overnight in our home and fuck her for two days while I was away on trips; finally Jayne invited her Bull to visit for five long weekend visits, while I was actually also at home to witness and be ordered to assist in their lovemaking. They fucked in every room in the house, including the main bedroom, which they slept in and where they fucked on and under our duvet; I was locked out of the main bedroom and slept in the guest bedroom (also my study), where I would look at porn, usually locked up in a chastity cage, listening to Jayne and her Bull while they fucked in the main bedroom nearby. Real Cuckold torment.


I have included some photos below of Jayne performing fellatio on her Bull while I (the Cuckold) watched.









































































































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