Cuckold Finale

I am leaving the house next Saturday (19th December 2009) at 12:00 noon as requested and may never return.

The next few days are going to be torture, knowing that when I am gone she will immediately start making arrangements to meet her Bull and that he may move in with Jayne next year.

Whatever happens, this has been a huge roller coaster ride and most of it has been exciting.

If you are considering the cuckold life then please read the earlier pages of this blog and feel free to contact me for background and advice.

Cuckold Ending

Jayne has asked me to leave her and live elsewhere.

She has her Bull and does not need me any more. I am useful around the home but useless in the bedroom and she needs to be fucked hard and deep on a regular basis. It would not surprise me at all if her Bull moved in to replace me.

This seems to be the outcome of many Cuckold relationships. If it has happened to you then please get in touch with me.

Cuckold Weekend

What a weekend....

On Thursday Jayne fucked her Bull again, and was doing so while I was parked outside the hotel in between their cars.

On Friday I manage to persuade her to allow me into her separate bedroom and after some further persuassion I got to lick & finger her Cuckoldress cunt, bringing her to orgasm with my tongue; but I went too far and put my cock inside her, only be told (after fucking her for less than a minute) to take my cock out and leave the room.

On Saturday we were good friends all day but I dare not enter her room that night.

On Sunday morning, when I know she likes a lie in, I plucked up courage and not only entered her separate bedroom but also got into bed with her; touched her; stroked her breasts through her nightie; pulled her nightie down and touched her naked breasts; got between her legs and licked her clit for a long time; snaked my tongue into her cunt; slid first one, then two, then three fingers into her cunt while I licked her clit; brought her to multiple orgasms, while my cock raged and jerked in frustration because I knew that to fuck her would not be a good move; then lie with her while she came down from her orgasms, asking her if she had enjoyed it and getting a positive response; then kissing her and leaving the room to jerk off in my bedroom to give myself some Cuckold release.

And we were friends all day on Sunday.

What a Cuckold weekend...

Cuckold Conclusion

Tonight reality dawned.

I managed to join Jayne in the bedroom she is sleeping in and it was all going OK until I mentioned her Bull. Then she asked me to stop fucking her and for me to take my cock out of her cunt. I did as requested and left the room.

Unwanted Cuckold.

Cuckold Confusion

I still cannot get over the fact that yesterday I parked my car between Jayne's car and her Bull's car, while inside the hotel Jayne was enjoying her Bull for at least three (I now think it was over four) hours without telling me beforehand.

I am confused. My cock is raging inside my chastity device but my head is still coming to terms with my position as a willing Cuckold who only learns of Jayne's exploits when he asks or on the rare occassion when she tells me without prompting.

I feel humiliated and aroused at the same time.

Cuckold Chastity - Very secure 24/7

I have pulled the following text out from a previous Blog entry, so that anyone interested in very secure 24/7 Cuckold Chastity might use it for reference.

My cock is quite small, so it is easy to pull it out from most chastity devices (or I think I can pull it out and break the device while trying). I have tried the CB2000 and CB3000, plus the Birdlocked Mini. None have managed to allow secure 24/7 chastity; giving me too much pain to put on or wear, particularly during nightime arousal, being visible under clothing or allowing me to pull my cock out of the device.

I have a CB3000, which fell apart and I have glued back together again (plus I have another CB3000 cage which had broken pins so I drilled them out and can use threaded bolts and wingnuts instead to align and tighten it). I also have a CB2000 (smaller than the CB3000 and more suited to my little cock and balls) which I can wear for some time in comfort but still get some pain if I get aroused in my sleep. I bought a Mini-Birdlocked (which took some time and painful effort to put over my balls every time I wore it), plus I could pull my cock out easily so it was not secure but very comfortable once on. Eventually I cut off the knumbing and awkward Mini-Birdlocked Ball Collar and started to use a combination of a CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage (with the Birdlocked lower locking part slid over the CB Ball Ring and the CB Centre Pin pushed through a hole I made in the Birdlocked Cock Cage and securely locked with a padlock). This worked until I got too excited and the Birdlocked lower locking part snapped where it was stretched over the CB Ball Ring. This has now been made even more secure by using two crossed-over zipper locks (the type used for tying up cables). The whole combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage is very comfortable and I have discovered an exception way of solving the easy cock pullout problem by pulling a further zipper lock (the type used for tying up cables) very very tightly (until it will not zip any tighter) around the entrance to the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage after pushing my small cock all the way in. It firmly holds my cock tightly behind the frenum and makes it impossible to pull out my cock until I eventually cut off the zipper lock with a pair of wire cutters.

For a Cuckold couple into CBT and long term 24/7 wearing of a discreet chastity device, this combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage could be the answer (once you get over the shock of cutting up an expensive Mini-Birdlocked).

Hope this is useful.

Cuckold Certainty

Jayne has just returned home from being with her Bull. She was dressed very smartly in a tight black belted dress, still with her flesh stockings on (which were hardly noticeable) and she looked beautiful as she brought in her bags from the car. There was a small makeup bag in her purse which I assume she used to put on some sexy lipstick for her Bull to enjoy.

I have made her a cup of tea, while she got changed in the main bedroom, and she is now sitting demurely (dressed in comfortable casuals) downstairs at the dining room table doing some college coursework.

The reason I know she has met her Bull is that I took a hunch and drove sixty miles south to a hotel where they have met before. When I arrived at the hotel at 11:50 this morning her car was in the car park with his big 4x4 parked discreetly next to it with one car parking space between them. I parked my car in that space and have taken a series of photos of all three cars side by side. Then I went into the nearby inn and into the gents toilets where I sat in a locked cubicle and looked at the photos while I touched my raging cock (which has been locked in a Birdlocked chatity device all day, so I could only squeeze my cock through the silicone moulding of the device). After a few moments to gather my thoughts, I went back outside and took some more photos which I have just loaded up to Flickr in a private set. I sat in my car between their vehicles contemplating my position; unable to get an erection in the chastity device; with proof of them being together at the hotel; while very close indeed they were in a locked bedroom behind curtains that I could possibly see from my car, enjoying each other's company; he had probably already made her cum numerous times with his tongue and fingers; she would have sucked his cock for a long time to give him pleasure; then she would either have sat on his cock or he would have thrust it deep inside her as they fucked and kissed each other while I sat helpless outside in the car park.

I drove home and she has just arrived home at 14:45, meaning she was at the hotel another two hours after I had left. He has fucked her for at least three hours today and she will be sore but happy.

I am going to ask her about it now and give her a couple of painkiller pills because he doubles her up in the anvil position, thrusting his cock into her very hard and deep for a long time while she enjoys him very deep inside her but suffers afterwards.

Jayne did not want the painkillers (although I left them with her anyway) and when I asked her if she has been with her Bull today she said "Yes, she had" (she does not lie to me but has no idea that I already knew the answer). I asked her when was the last time she had seen her Bull and it was in August (she spent a whole night with him in the same hotel they met at today, just one day after our return from a week on holiday in France, before our relationship went into an even steeper downward spiral).

At least I am certain she has been with her Bull today.

My small limp cock is also certain but I cannot get any sexual satisfaction when I touch it because my cock is very securely locked in a chastity device and has been since early this morning. I have a CB3000, which fell apart and I have glued back together again (plus I have another CB3000 cage which had broken pins so I drilled them out and can use threaded bolts and wingnuts instead to align and tighten it). I also have a CB2000 (smaller than the CB3000 and more suited to my little cock and balls) which I can wear for some time in comfort but still get some pain if I get aroused in my sleep. I bought a Mini-Birdlocked (which took some time and painful effort to put over my balls every time I wore it), plus I could pull my cock out easily so it was not secure but very comfortable once on. Eventually I cut off the knumbing and awkward Mini-Birdlocked Ball Collar and started to use a combination of a CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage (with the Birdlocked lower locking part slid over the CB Ball Ring and the CB Centre Pin pushed through a hole I made in the Birdlocked Cock Cage and securely locked with a padlock). This worked until I got too excited and the Birdlocked lower locking part snapped where it was stretched over the CB Ball Ring. This has now been made even more secure by using two crossed-over zipper locks (the type used for tying up cables). The whole combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage is very comfortable and I have discovered an exception way of solving the easy cock pullout problem by pulling a further zipper lock (the type used for tying up cables) very very tightly (until it will not zip any tighter) around the entrance to the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage after pushing my small cock all the way in. It firmly holds my cock tightly behind the frenum and makes it impossible to pull out my cock until I eventually cut off the zipper lock with a pair of wire cutters. For a Cuckold couple into CBT and long term 24/7 wearing of a discreet chastity device, this combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage could be the answer (once you get over the shock of cutting up an expensive Mini-Birdlocked).

So I know Jayne has been with her Bull today, she knows that I know and she has probably guessed that my cock is locked up; his cum is still inside her and she can still feel where his cock has stretched her cunt; she will also have very recent memories of a long XXX session with her Bull and will not let me near her either for sloppy seconds or to push my feeble cock into her cunt; I will just have to sit here typing this up for you to read in my abject subservience to Jayne and her Bull.

I am a Cuckold.

Cuckold Separation

Jayne slept on her own in the guest room last night and is just driving off to work now. Only a peck of a kiss for me as she left the house dressed in very sexy summer clothing. She will turn some heads today.

No sex for me though.

Cuckold Time Elapsed Since My Last Intimacy With JayneG

The last time of intimacy was 23:00 on 4th August 2009, except that Jayne has allowed me a double bonus last night and this morning. I somehow landed lucky and she let me touch her last night; she even squeezed my semi-erect small cock while I stroked her clit; then she amazed me by positioning herself and guiding my cock into her from behind in the spoons position; my cock was erect now but it is short and it must not have gone in deep enough because she changed positions again and got on top of me facing my feet, guiding my cock into her and riding it slowly for a long time; she would lean forwards and fuck me, then lean back, all the time trying to get my cock as deep as possible into her cunt. The she got off me and demanded that I fuck her from behind while she knelt in front of me; she kept asking me if I liked fucking her and kept encouraging me to fuck her faster and to fill her with cum. I am guessing that when she is with her Bull she is very vocal, telling him how large his cock is and how much she enjoys him fucking her welcoming cunt, encouraging him in the same way to explode inside her with huge volumes of pent-up cum (which I used to be able to verify when I got sloppy seconds but now can only imagine). Jayne also let me fuck her in the spoons position this morning, which was a real bonus.

All the time, though, I get the distinct impression that she cannot wait to meet her Bull again...

Cuckolded Twice In One Week

I got home early today, hoping to see Jayne (who has a day off each Friday) before she drove off to see her Bull again and possibly stay overnight with him. Previously, she has tried to slip away on Fridays before I have got home, so I arrived home early only to find she had already left.

The cats were still locked in the utility, which was how I left them this morning. She must have arrived home from the hairdresser in the late morning (the appointment was 09:30 but it was for a cut so may have taken some time); showered immediately and put on her make-up; dressed in sexy lingerie, stockings and high heels for him (she does not do that for me); put on the wonderful sexy perfume that I could smell when I opened the door this evening; then got in the car to drive to meet him for yet another long XXX session with her Bull this week. All this while I was at work.

I checked her lingerie drawer and she has definitely removed one of the basques to wear for him (her Bull always gets the first viewing and I used to see them again when I got sloppy seconds but recently she has denied me even that). Her shaver is still here and her overnight bag, so I am hoping she will return home this evening but I have no idea.

I have just sent her a neutral "Where are you? X" text after the time I would normally be home. She has not responded yet.....

Meanwhile, I have locked myself into the Birdlocked Chastity Device, with the added security of a non-removable cable tie, and will have to wait impatiently for any news of what she is doing, where she is and when she will get home (tired, full of his cum and very sore for prolonged, enjoyable sexual activity with his large cock and amazing stamina).

All I can do is wait and imagine what they are doing together.

Rejected Cuckold

She did it last time and she has done it again tonight. After spending the evening having dinner with her Bull last night and then having a long XXX session with him, as well as sleeping overnight with him and getting fucked this morning, Jayne has rejected my tentative advances this evening. I spent a long time giving her attention and, as we settled down to watch an erotic TV programme, I tried to press my lips to her clit and she pushed me repeatedly away. In the end we have parted and I made a bath for her to relax in, allowing me to type this worried entry into my Blog.

I believe she now wants all her experiences with her Bull to be private, does not want me to refer to it afterwards and definitely does not want me to show how turned-on I am by the thought of her fucking her Bull in my absence.

My role as a Cuckold is to accept that she will meet with her Bull whenever she can and that she sees him as her boyfriend, with whom she is far more intimate (they talk and text daily) and for whom she likes to dress up and spend time with (not just intimately, they are now also long term friends). She would not give him up even if I asked.

Jayne did not come home last night.

I spent most of the night abusing myself with CBT and self bondage, once I realised that Jayne was not coming home. The thought of her curled up alongside her Bull, with his strong arms around her as she slept, kept me awake. I watched a XXX Felatio DVD while tied to the bed in my CB2000 (I cut the Birdlocked off after midnight after trying in vain to make myself cum while wearing it - The extra security was perfect up to the point where I was abusing myself too much while straining my balls to try to ejaculate).

Jayne is probably getting her morning fuck now, in the spoons position which he prefers after waking up. She loves his large wide cock and the way he can last for ages before cumming, giving her multiple orgasms to his one explosion inside her. She will not want me to touch her when she gets home; a combination of worn out and stretched cunt, aching limbs after being fucked at length in the anvil or spread position, tiredness and resentment that I do not give her the attention she needs (hence her meeting her Bull to be satisfied). She will probably go straight to work this morning from the hotel, so that she gets a rest during the day and can put off the moment when I finally show her some attention and try to suck his cum from her cunt.

I will be going to work late this morning, just in case she does come home before work.

Still waiting

She has been with her Bull for two and a half hours now. Long enough for dinner together and to return to the room they will have booked. She will have cum several times already and he will be holding back so he can cum inside her later after fucking her bareback in many positions for so long that her cunt will be sore when she gets home (if she gets home tonight that is).

I have tried to get out of my Birdlocked Chastity Device, to pleasure myself while thinking of them, but the extra security (permanent cable ties) has stopped me pulling my cock out of the device and is not allowing any movement inside the device, so I have no means of stroking my cock at all. All I can do is squeeze the Birdlocked with my fingers but I am only getting minimal sensation, whereas I know Jayne is fully enjoying her time with her Bull and will cum many times tonight with him.

Arrived and is meeting her Bull

She has just sent me a text "Arrived safely" at 19:36:36, which means she has been travelling for approx 90 minutes and is about half way to his place. She has just sent me another text saying exactly where she is and it is a hotel that they have met at before for overnight XXX sessions. I have asked her to let me know if she is staying overnight, so i am not worried about her.

And here I am with my small, limp cock locked up and unable to get an erection. While she is getting out of the car and greeting him with a kiss, both of them anticipating the long XXX desserts after their dinner together.

I was wrong

I was wrong.

I have noticed that her shaver is missing from the ensuite bathroom and her overnight/toiletries bag is missing. I sent her a text saying "Are you coming home tonight? Not sure how many Gin & Tonics to prepare.... XXX :-)" and she has replied at 17:53:37 saying "Still at work But planning to have dinner with ####".

I have asked her to let me know when she has arrived safely at their meeting location, which will give me some idea of where they are enjoying each other this evening but I still do not know if she is coming home tonight or not.

Have locked myself very securely into my Birdlocked Chastity Device, which is not allowing me to have an erection and which can be worn all night if she does not come home at all this evening. I will be desperate to suck his cum from her but she will probably go straight to work in the morning and I will have to wait all day to look at her cunt where his fingers will have explored and his tongue will have pleasured her several times before they have changed positions so that she can return the compliment by sucking and caressing his large cock (which she can deep throat to give him added plasure). They will fuck in numerous positions and he can last for a long time before finally exploding into her well used and eager cunt.

I can only wait in Cuckold unfulfilled, locked up torment and imagine what they will be doing to each other this evening after having a loving dinner together.

He fucked Jayne in our bedroom yesterday

Jayne has met her Bull again (the last time was only two weeks ago).

This time he came to our house just after 10:00 am and they had a XXX session in our bedroom for over three hours. All this was while I was at work. I sent her a text ("If U meet B today pls send me teasing text afterwards XXX) at 09:55 yesterday as I went into a meeting and I now understand why I got no response. She was waiting for him in our house, dressed in a beautiful black and pink lacy basque, black stockings and high heels. She would have been more focussed on anticipating his arrival, and the pleasure he gives her, than on any text sent by me and afterwards she either forgot to text me or decided not to tell me about his visit at all. I was out at a Bar-B-Q last night, so did not get home until late and she was drowsy in bed, so I did not get the chance to ask her if she had met him and I missed out on sloppy seconds. I saw the basque and stockings this morning drying in the airing cupboard, which was the only indication that he had fucked her yesterday and fill her eager cunt with his cum.

She has not let me touch her intimately this morning (with the implied threat that I was only making it worse). She has told me she prefers his larger cock to mine and once he has fucked her she does not need any attention from me.

So I am sat here at the computer, with my cock in a Birdlocked Mini chastity device, desperate to fuck her but knowing she will reject me again during the day if I try.

This is the life of a Cuckold.

Cuckold Anticipation

Jayne is in the bedroom next to our study, the room where I am typing this. I can hear her drying her hair which is one of the signs on her day off work that she is planning to meet her Bull. There has been no mention of a planned XXX meet, other than a conversation several days ago that her Bull has asked her to drive down to meet him this time, rather than them meet half way or in our house. She may not go because we have a new car and she is not used to driving it yet. Then again, his insistence when they talk in about an hours time (after she has dropped the children off to school) may overide her fears and trigger a swift dressing up in lingerie and stockings, followed by make up, high heeled shoes and jewellery. It only takes about 90 minutes to get to him, so she has ample time if she decides to go.
I will know nothing of her decision until I get home from work and check the washing for used lingerie and stockings, unless she sends me another text like the one two weeks ago ("Well and truly fucked"). As her Cuckold I will just have to wait with expectant anticipation.

Planning to meet her Bull tomorrow

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More Cuckold Detail

Jayne let me fuck her again last night, teasing me by wearing fishnets and spreading her legs while reminding me that her Bull's cock had been inside her before me. She asked me what it felt like to have my little cock lost in the expanse of her spread cunt after his cock has stretched her.

While on top of her with my cock trying to fuck her, I asked her about what she had done with her Bull. After collecting her Bull from the railway station she had driven her Bull to the hotel. I asked her if it felt strange driving along chatting to a man who was not her 'official' partner, knowing this man was going to fuck her in a few moments time. She said it did feel kinda strange and tingly, admitting to her cunt getting wet while she drove along. When they got to the hotel, they checked in and went upstairs, entering the room together and locking the door. Then they kissed and caresed, with his hands roving "everywhere". He asked her to suck his cock and she knelt before him, unzipping his trousers and pulling out his already hard cock. She sucked his cock for "ages", while he looked down on her and rested his hands on her head. Then he undressed her and she undressed him, moving to a chair where she sat and he knelt between her spread stocking-clad legs with his hands on her knees to open her up even more. He nuzzled her clit through her thong, then moved it to one side to lick her clit directly with his tongue while inserting his fingers into her wet cunt. He played with her for a long time, exploring inside her and touching every part of her cunt including her cervix and G Spot. I asked if he had made her cum and she said "several times". She loves the way he gives her prolonged oral and exploratory attention. Then they moved to the bed and fucked in many positions that she cannot remember, it all becoming a blur of extacy as his large, wide-diameter cock punished her willing cunt.

She wants to see him again next week.

Sloppy Seconds

I was at work, when a text arrived on my personal mobile phone. It said "Well and truly fucked".

The text was from Jayne, who had just been fucked for three hours by her Bull in a hotel near him. She was in her car about to drive home, where she would change out of her 'special' lingerie, high heels and stockings into her normal clothes before the family arrived home. I realised that I had time to get home before her and made a swift exit from work with the excuse of going to a meeting. When I got home I got changed out of my suit into casuals and put on my CB2000 chastity device to prevent me from cumming before she got home. I also have a CB3000, Points of Intrigue and some KSG rings but I prefer the CB2000 for my small cock. I tried to do some work in the dining room at home but found myself constantly looking at the drive gates to see if Jayne had arrived home.

Eventually I saw Jayne's car waiting at the electric gates for them to open. I realised she would still be wearing everything she wore when meeting her Bull, including stockings and high heels. I waited for her to enter the house then followed her around like a dog while she put away her handbag and keys. Then I guided her upstairs to our bedroom, where I laid her on the bed and started to undress her. I took off her blue blouse to reveal a pink lacy basque. Then I took off her tight black skirt to reveal a matching pink lacy thong and flesh covered stockings attached to the basque. I stepped back and took in the whole picture of her on the bed before me with legs spread, wearing a beautiful basque and thong, stockings and black high heeled shoes. She would have been spread like this when her Bull was between her thighs, kneeling on the floor in the hotel room giving her clit and cunt attention with his tongue and fingers.

While she watched, I removed my CB2000 and nuzzled my face into her thong. I could smell recent sex and as I moved the thong to one side I saw that her cunt was still spread and her cunt lips were still full, parting invitingly in her still aroused state. I licked her clit and she squirmed before me, probaby remembering how much she loved her Bull's attention. I moved lower and licked at her open cunt, gently sucking as I probed her with my tongue. I could taste him. As she got more aroused she pushed a globule of his cum into my mouth and I savoured it on my tongue for some time while nuzzling her with my lips. I swallowed and drank his cum, then licked and sucked her more fervently as she became more and more aroused, pushing more of his cum out of her cunt for me to taste and enjoy. When no more of him was evident, I got on top of her and pushed my small cock slowly into her cunt. He had spread her cunt so wide with his large diameter cock that my cock was literally swimming in a void, not really touching the sides of her cunt. I had to position myself so my cock touched the top of her cunt and not the bottom, which also allowed me to rub her clit with my groin. She was so spread by him that my cock felt absolutely tiny and even smaller than normal, even when fully erect as I now was. No wonder she likes to meet her Bull as often as they can and spends so long in bed with him when they do, coming home sore but fully satisfied.

We talked as I tried to fuck her. She told me how they had met at a railway station and she had driven him to the hotel, where they had fucked for three hours before she had driven him to his destination then sent me the text. He had fucked her in many positions, cumming for the first time as she straddled him, Jayne riding his cock to multiple orgasms as they looked at each other before he could hold back no longer and shot his cum upwards to fill her cunt. Then she had lain with her head on his chest while they slumbered in post-coital bliss before he asked her to suck his already hardening cock while he watched.

Jayne loves to suck his cock, giving him pleasure and can easily deep throat his large manhood with expert skill. He can hold back amazingly so that she can suck him at length without him cumming, making sure she also gets the reward of his throbbing cock pounding deep into her cunt. One of the positions he puts her into when he fucks her is with her lying on her back and her ankles over his shoulders; with him fully dominant, looking down at her in her fully submissive position and giving her no way to move other than matching and accepting his very deep thrusts and the piston-like motion of his cock; he dominates her for a long time in this 'anvil' position, thrusting his cock repeatedly the full length of her cunt, through her spread vaginal lips again and again deep into her cunt right up to and touching her cervical lips. It must be a mixture of pleasure and pain for her because she comes home so sore and sometimes bleeding, can be reluctant for me to go anywhere near her and yet she has so many orgasms with him in this and their many other positions that the short term pain is totally outweighed by the pleasure and longer memories she has of many hours enjoying his large cock.

In the hotel yesterday, she sucked his cock while he watched before he moved her into the spoons position, entered her from the rear and they enjoyed each other again in an intimate cuddle until he came a second time into her cunt. Then they dressed and she dropped him off before sending me the text "Well and truly fucked", which had immediate impact on my cock and made me drive home to meet her, tasting him and sucking his warm cum from her open and evidently recently pleasured cunt.

It seems sloppy seconds are my only part of their relationship now, with them meeting while I at work or with her sleeping overnight with him whenever she can in a hotel while I remain at home imagining their exploits; or when I am not at home she even invites him into our bed to lay next to her instead of me. I have learned to enjoy the taste of him and to view the evidence of his size by the way her cunt lips are so spread by the diameter of his cock. My lot as a Cuckold is to accept my position and not complain at the increasing number of times they meet, the occassional presence of him in our home or the obvious pleasure he gives her that makes her look into the distance with longing when she describes it to me.

I have now literally tasted and understand the Cuckold lifestyle.

Meeting her Bull

She is planning to meet her Bull again today and I can hear her drying her freshly washed hair in the bedroom next door.

Last night she put black fishnets on and let me touch her legs while she talked about how much she enjoys meeting her Bull for XXX and what he does to give her pleasure. She made me look at her spread cunt and told me to imagine his cock inside her. I was made to lay down between her legs and view her open womanhood while she talked about her having sex with another man. He has a larger cock than me and she loves the way it spreads her cunt lips when he enters her. He also has much more stamina and is very inventive in their lovemaking positions, particularly liking the rear entry ones. She spent some time last night teasing me while I was forced to give her pleasure by licking her clit and glistening cunt. Eventually she let me put my tiny cock inside her while she teased me about how much bigger he is. She let me fuck her for a short while. Then she forced me to remove my cock, so I did not cum inside her the night before she wanted to meet her Bull. I did not manage to cum and lost my small erection on withdrawal from her cunt. I was left frustrated and had to lay quietly alongside her while she dreamed of another man.

She will fuck her Bull today while I am at work.

Jayne has fucked her Bull again in our bedroom

I guessed as much, all the signs being that she was going to meet her Bull again, but I did not know the XXX venue for certain until I asked her when I got home from work in the evening.

Jayne said that her Bull arrived just after 11:00 and was in our bedroom with her for more than two hours; judging by the newspaper (15:03) and supermarket shopping (15:51) receipt times, which were on the stairs ready for filing, he was here for nearly three hours. So while I was in a meeting at work, he was inside her thrusting his hard cock deep into her cunt or teasing her clit with his tongue and exploring her cunt with his fingers, both of which give her prolonged pleasure. Jayne said that she wore a white lacy basque (with red trim), white stockings and red high-heeled shoes. She would have looked like a very sexy bride to him. They came upstairs as soon as he arrived, as it has been some time since she last met him, and they stayed in the room until he left. He came twice inside her, cuddling her in between sessions on our bed. All I got was sloppy seconds when I got home, plus the bonus of putting my tiny cock for a short while into her stretched and well used cunt. I came almost immediately when she told me what she had worn for him, watching her face glow as she described her lovemaking with her Bull.

At least she let me fuck her (if only for a very brief time).

I have added some photos of Jayne in the lingerie and stockings she wore for her Bull in our home.

 

 

A Cuckold's View

This year has been a hard one for me as a Cuckold. Jayne has met with her Bull without me, slept overnight with him and even slept with him in our house while I was away. He has sucked and fucked her in numerous positions, including in our bedroom and bed. He has a much larger cock than mine and has tremendous stamina, plus is able to hold back his cum to prolong her pleasure and give her many multiple orgasms before he fills her with his seed from his bare cock.

All I have been able to do is watch her growing away from me and closer to him, making me drink more and making her like me less. We very nearly parted as a couple in February and only just stepped back from the brink of splitting up. Now we have an uneasy, unfulfilled relationship where she would like to fuck her Bull every day and they are in daily contact but too many miles apart to meet as often as desired. She is not really interested in my small cock and, if it were not for our children and having to go to work, I would be better off wearing a chastity device 24/7.

It is Jayne's day off work today (Friday) and I am expecting her to meet her Bull again. All the signs are there, including the sound of her drying her freshly washed hair in the bedroom while I type this. But she does not talk to me about him any more. The first thing I will know about it is whether there are any worn stockings and a used basque in the washing this evening when I get home from work. I will spend all day thinking about it and not knowing, with my sorry little cock constantly twitching to remind me of what they may be doing together in my absence.

She may let me lick her cunt this evening to suck out his cum, which can taste very salty and which I enjoy doing. I imagine his large, hard cock thrusting repeatedly deep inside her, giving her endless pleasure then pumping volumes of hot cum against her womb. She may even let me put my small cock in her cunt for a short while, possibly letting me spurt some of my cum to mingle with his. And all the time she is in my feeble arms, with my small cock prodding her, she will be remembering the strength of her Bull, his stamina, the feeling of his huge cock stretching her and the wonderful orgasms he gives her while she kisses him and pulls him close with her arms and legs wrapped around him.

A Cuckold's view of life is not always as rosy as you might think.

She is with her Bull

Sorry for not updating this Blog for a while (due to Jayne having an op and not being up to XXX).

However, she is recovered now and very much ready for a lot of sex. She let me fuck her with my small cock last night, while we talked about her meeting her Bull again this week. We made love in a number of positions before she asked me to fuck her from behind while she knelt on the bed. This is the favourite position for both her and her Bull when they are alone together. He likes to look down at her beautiful butt and stocking-clad legs, while his cock disappears into her cunt. I did the same and could not hold back, starting to cum too early and having to pull out immediately and dribble onto her butt, to avoid leaving the taste of my cum in her tonight for her Bull. It was good, though - seeing her as he would when his cock is giving her pleasure.

We went back to work today and he will have contacted her as normal to tease her and ask to fuck her. I said to Jayne last night that he could visit our home again (this time while I was there) to fuck her in our bed, with me sleeping in the spare room. However, they have opted for the complete privacy of a hotel room instead (with me staying at home all night imagining what they are doing to each other).

Jayne left me earlier this evening to drive 20 miles to a nearby hotel where her Bull was waiting for her. She had spent a long time preparing herself and was dressed in the black seamed stockings he had asked for, high heels, a very sexy tight black skirt and a button front top covering her new lingerie set bought just for him. She looked very beautiful and extremely sexy.

She arrived at the hotel at 20:55 this evening, letting me know by text that she was safely there, and it is 22:54 now. So she has already been with him for an hour and he has certainly already given her a number of orgasms with his tongue, finger or his large firm cock.

My cock is locked in a CB2000 chastity device with the largest Points of Intrigue, a tight Pull-Out Stop Device and a lock through a frenum ring, stopping me masturbating or in any way enjoying myself while locked inside the device. In fact the Points of Intrigue are gently hurting me as I type this Blog.

I can imagine what they are doing, expertly pleasing and exploring each other, with Jayne obtaining multiple orgasms while her Bull holds back ready to finally explode jets of his cum inside her from his bare cock that I might get the chance to taste tomorrow morning if Jayne arrives home before I have to leave for work.

I am looking at two large cock-shaped dildos, laid on the desk in front of me as I type this, that I am contemplating fucking myself with while I think about them together for XXX. I also need to purchase some more of the seamed stockings that he likes and Jayne is down to the last pair (the rest being in tatters after previous meetings with her Bull).

Please excuse me while pause from this Blog to give my prostate a very good massage with the dildos and try to get some pleasure out of being alone tonight.

Wimp Cuckold

We had a long talk in bed last night (I had managed to pursuade her to return from the spare room on Tuesday night and lay next to me after four nights without her). I thought as she lay there that I would try to please her and I gently stroked her butt and thighs as she lay facing away from me. This was an advance on Tuesday night where we had just cuddled and slept. However, when I tried to turn her over onto her back and said I wanted to touch her clit she got up and started to leave the room. All I had wanted to do was give her some pleasure but she said she had feared this would happen when she agreed to join me in bed again the previous night. In her head "our relationship is no longer valid" (to quote a text she sent me on Monday). She had already made the break and was now wondering how to support her children in the home or how she would be able to sell and move house in the current economic climate. She had managed to be polite and civil to me during the weekend and each evening at home but had drawn the line on any intimacy. It took me a long time and much pleading for me to pursuade her to return beside me in bed last night, so I could cuddle her and we could talk.

She did not hold back. She said that I was not the man she met, that I had changed and that she was not turned on by wimps. We tried not to mention her Bull after she said he should be 'set aside' and was not to become part of the discussion. It was clear in her head that she wants our 10 year relationship to end and she did not want to waste another decade on me. She did not like me looking at porn on this computer, mocked me by asking me if I had been tidying up my porn folders all day Saturday (actually I was keeping a low profile and suffering from a huge hangover, although I did confess to looking at porn sometimes during the day). She basically thinks that I do not respect her and she told me I called her a 'whore' on Friday night, as well as a 'slut'. Both of which I deeply regret saying.

The lingering memory I have of last night's difficult conversation is that she is no longer turned on by me in my present 'wimp' status and that she seemed very reluctant to talk about her Bull, let alone stop seeing him.

At least we talked and at least I know where I stand (or kneel) now in our precarious relationship.

She is sleeping in the spare room

Last Friday morning Jayne fucked her Bull in our bed just before he left after an overnight stay in our home while I was away. She teased me in bed, about their XXX exploits together, while I rubbed her clit in the early evening when I returned; allowing me to taste the sloppy seconds as I licked her clit and sucked her cunt. We got up and I made an evening meal for us, before we returned to our bed for more XXX tales of how she loves her Bull's cock.

I had driven for four hours to get home, in heavy stop-start traffic, and had an early G&T before our first XXX story session with two more G&Ts while I made dinner. Then I drank the best part of a bottle of wine during dinner, followed by a beer when we relaxed for half an hour in front of the TV. Far too much alcohol, taken partly because of the stress of driving home and partly because of jealousy at her Bull fucking Jayne in our bed. I have done it before, drinking too much just before she has met him or immediately afterwards; each time misbehaving to the point where she has left our bedroom and slept on the large lounge sofa.

This time, during our second teasing session after she had fucked her Bull in our bed, I went too far. We had been trying to make love together as she teased me and my small cock was only semi-hard. I had slid it into her cunt and tried to fuck her but the combination of alcohol and tiredness meant I could not cum. She sucked my cock and tried her best to please me while she sat on my face, forcing me to drink the last remnants of his cum. Normally I would have ejaculated in seconds but this time I could not cum, neither of us getting an orgasm and both of us getting frustrated. In the end I got out my CB2000 chastity device (smaller than my CB3000) and put it on, saying some 'nasty' things to her that I cannot remember. Except that I remember calling her a 'slut' as she got up and left the bedroom to sleep all night on the lounge sofa.

The following morning (last Saturday) I woke with a splitting headache and she was not in the room with me. It dawned on me that I had said some awful things but I could not remember the detail. I got up and made a cup of tea, sitting at this computer in the study to write up her latest XXX exploits. I heard her coming up stairs and entering our bedroom to have a shower. It must have been strange and painful for her to have such extreme emotions in our bedroom in a matter of hours; lust and multiple orgasms with her Bull, followed by frustration, humiliation and insults with me.

She spent Saturday avoiding me, so that we were each in another part of the house all day, only talking briefly and politely when we ate or passed each other. She has talked to me about normal daily matters and yesterday (Sunday) we managed to watch TV in the evening while I massaged her toes. But each evening she has taken off her make up in our en-suite and then left me alone in our bed, last night saying she did not want to sleep with me any more.

I spent most of yesterday afternoon (Sunday) putting up a blackout roller blind and a curtain pole in the spare room, where she slept on Saturday night. We have only just cleared this room of storage boxes and she was preparing it as the guest bedroom. Now she is using it for herself, sleeping there again last night while I lay locked up in first my CB2000 and then my CB3000 (the CB2000 gave me severe ball ache and some pain) thinking of her (and her Bull).

I have started to have bisexual and gay thoughts, where I am taken by a man while Jayne watches then I am fucked hard by her with increasingly larger strap-ons until I am crying real tears of remorse. Punishment for not being 'nice to her' and, as she said last night, 'not showing her respect'. I don't know if I am bisexual but my cock (released from the CB3000) got hard and I had an orgasm thinking of being tied up and fucked first by a man, who came deep inside me; then by Jayne who hit me while she stretched my butt-hole, swopped her strap-on for her fist which she clenched inside me as she thrust it deep, and I imagined feeling my prostate juices flowing as she raped me and said what she thought of me.

We are both up in the house now, in separate parts of the building getting ready for work. We have not spoken this morning and she is already driving her car out of the garage.

I feel lonely and she probably does too.

Her Bull stayed overnight in our bed on Thursday 19th February 2009

I was right.

She did invite her Bull to stay overnight in our home, while I was away in a hotel providing half term entertainment in a London museum for one of our children (the other child is away on a school trip). At the same time (8pm) that we were sitting down in the hotel restaurant for our evening meal, she was opening the front door of our home to her Bull and inviting him in. While I was sending her texts giving her childcare updates, she was sitting on her Bull's cock and riding him. Eventually, one and a half hours after her Bull arrived she sent me a text saying "Good night :)" and did not respond to my immediate question "Are you with him?" because they were still only half way through their XXX session and she was enjoying him too much to send any more texts.
We returned home yesterday evening, weary after a long car journey in heavy traffic. She busied herself making sure our child was OK, giving him attention and seeing the tired child up to bed even though it was still early evening. That left me able to ask her what happened in our home while we were away. We went to our bedroom, locked the door and she told me everything while we lay in bed and I stroked her clit through her pants.

Her Bull had arrived at 8pm, parking his vehicle on our drive and she greeted him at the front door with her hair washed, her nails painted and her lipstick fresh and glossy. They kissed avidly in the hall and went into the kitchen where she poured him a glass of wine and offered to make him a meal. He declined the meal, saying he wanted to eat her pussy instead. They went upstairs to our bedroom and started to kiss and caress each other. She laughed when he slid the door bolt and locked them in the room. There was no-one else in the house but he wanted to make sure they were undisturbed. He then continued to kiss her and caress her, while she responded eagerly.

She told me that she could feel his cock was already hard when she rubbed it through his trousers. He wanted her and she told me it felt good being desired by him, in contrast to my limp cock and lack of need. His hands were roving all over her, touching her breasts, sliding up her stockings to stroke her thighs and to rub her clit. He positioned her so she was standing legs apart facing our long wall mirror with her hands touching the wall on either side of the mirror. He leaned her forward at an angle and spread her legs wider, so she was taking her weight on her arms and at the limits of balance in her high heels with widespread legs. Then he stood behind her, began kissing her neck and feeling her breasts through her dress. One of his hands moved lower and slid up her stocking-clad legs, feeling her bare thighs and butt. He moved his hand to her front and rubbed her clit gently through her thong. Then he pulled her thong to one side and felt her very wet cunt, pushing his finger into her and making her juices flow even more. He slid three fingers in and spread her lips, something that she adores him doing. Then he surprised her by unzipping his trousers and sliding his cock into her gaping cunt, past vaginal lips held wide by his fingers. He started to fuck her slowly from behind while watching her face in the mirror, staring directly into her eyes as she looked back at him. Both of them enjoying the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of her cunt, while his fingers continued to rub her clit and his other hand caressed her breasts. He started to fuck her harder, listening to her breathing increase and her gasps as she began to approach orgasm. His fingers rubbed her clit faster and he thrust his cock repeatedly deep into her cunt, bringing her to a wonderful orgasm as he watched the ecstasy on her face.

He can fuck her for a long time without cumming, matching his control with a large cock and athletic stamina so that Jayne gets enormous pleasure from him for hours at a time. This is in stark contrast to my small semi-limp cock and my lack of control, so that the few lovemaking sessions we have are short and dissatisfying for both of us. My little cock and almost immediate ejaculations must be very frustrating for her, often visible in the looks she gives me when I cum too early. Because of this I have bought her a large number of toys, which she uses in front of me to give her an orgasm and bring her relief. She also uses them when she is on her own at home during her day off each week, if she has not been able to meet with her Bull while I am work. Sometimes she takes her favourite toys (a smooth silver vibrator and a green cock shaped vibrator) with her when she meets her Bull, so he can watch while she plays with her toys during one of their long XXX sessions.

He had asked her to wear a white basque and white stockings for his visit to our home, which he admired when he moved her away from the wall mirror and undressed her. She was wearing a white lacy basque with matching white thong, white hold-up stockings and red high-heeled shoes. He could see these as he removed her dress, exposing her 'wedding day lingerie' for this his first overnight stay in our bed. Almost like taking a virginal bride, which has sent a strong warning message to me that he has fucked Jayne in our home and our bed is now shared with him.

She undressed him while he caressed her, knelt in front of him and started to lovingly suck his cock while he looked down at her. Jayne is very good at oral sex and she can easily give deep throat without any choking. Her Bull loves to watch the whole of his large cock disappear between her lips and down her throat, while she licks the sides of his shaft with her tongue. Sometimes he positions her on her back on the edge of the bed so that her head is hanging over the edge and he can fuck her throat, sliding the length of his cock into her repeatedly while he leans over and rubs her clit with his fingers. In our bedroom he watched as she knelt before him and gave him prolonged pleasure with her lips, tongue and throat.

He moved Jayne to the bed, where she lay on her back with her stocking-clad legs apart. Kneeling on the floor between her legs, he stroked her thighs and rubbed her clit through her white thong. Then he pulled the thong to one side and began to slowly insert his fingers into her glistening cunt. Jayne shaves herself daily so that when he licked her clit on our bed her pleasure button was surrounded by smooth flesh, which he could touch with his tongue before focussing once more on her clit. He inserted more fingers, curling them around inside her, pushing against her G Spot which she loves. He continued to explore her with his tongue and fingers, bringing her slowly but surely to a strong, noisy orgasm with her hands pulling his head towards her cunt to prolong the experience. She says that he is a fantastic oral lover and can give her multiple orgasms as part of extended foreplay.

Now he got on top of her and once more spread her cunt lips with his large cock, looking down at his virgin bride in white lingerie lying with welcoming legs spread wide for him on our bed. He fucked her hard and deep, taking her for himself and giving her a massive orgasm as she clung to him and kissed him. He had still not cum himself and was holding back so they could enjoy each other further.

When she had got her breath back, they got up from lying on top of the bedspread and got into our bed. He has fucked her once before in our bedroom, on top of the bed, but he has never enjoyed her in our bed. Strangely, she got in on the right of the bed (if lying face up) which is my side and he got into her side of the bed. This was a deliberate move on Jayne's part and she gave me a meaningful look when she told me about it last night, because when we first started to live together I insisted on sleeping on the right (to keep my sword arm free) even though she wanted to sleep on that side. So, the first time she took her Bull into bed with her she made sure he was put in his place and if they ever marry after this virginal 'wedding night' he will forever be sleeping on the left side of the bed.

Once settled into bed they cuddled and kissed like young lovers, touching each other and enjoying the moment. Jayne could feel her Bull's cock was very hard and throbbing with anticipation. He slid it into her while they lay together, slowly taking his bride while he looked at her face as she smiled lovingly at him and allowed him entry to her most private place. This was a moment I had anticipated with a mixture of dread and excitement, torn between the thrill of him fucking her in our bed and the very real risk of her preferring him in all aspects of her life (i.e. getting rid of me). Now they were enjoying their 'first time', with Jayne wearing white lingerie and her Bull knowing the significance of the moment.
They fucked slowly in this position for some time before he withdrew his cock and she took hold of it with her hands. She moved downwards and started to suck hungrily at his cock, slurping down his shaft, licking off her juices and feeling the ridged veins of his cock with her tongue. She took him deep inside her mouth and sucked hard on him while moving her head to and fro. He had his hands on her head, encouraging her to give him pleasure as she lay in a foetal position before him with her head attached to his cock. He loves her giving oral and can somehow stop himself from cumming, so that she can suck him for a long time during their XXX sessions.

She probably took him to the very brink of cumming because he asked her to play with her toys while he watched, presumably to allow him to calm down. She got out her silver vibrator, some gel lube and started to stroke the vibe over her clit, dipping it occasionally into her cunt. He likes to watch a lady masturbating, never having experienced it with his wife or anyone else. He is fascinated by this very private act played out in front of him as Jayne brings herself slowly but surely to orgasm as he watches. She has performed the act several times for him now and came enthusiastically for him on her vibrator in our bed, with her Bull gently massaging his cock while she approached and then had yet another orgasm.

His cock now even harder and eager to be inside her, he moved Jayne into a kneeling position and entered her from behind for a doggy-style fuck. He would have been able to look down at her very shapely butt enhanced by a tight white thong. His hands were pushing down on the small of her back to shape her body, arch her back and present her cunt to him. His cock slowly entered her and continued in until he had buried all of his large cock inside her welcoming cunt. Then her asked her use the vibrator and to play with her clit while he fucked her. She came again to the combined feeling of his cock filling her up and the vibe tingling on her clit. He slowed down to let her recover, then asked her to slide the quite large vibrator into her cunt alongside his large cock. Jayne did as requested and squeezed the vibrator past his cock so she was almost overwhelmed with the feeling of being spread very, very wide. When she was telling me the story and I first started to rub her clit in bed eight hours after her Bull had left, Jayne winced and said she was very sore because the vibrator had been pressing against her pelvic bones as her Bull fucked her alongside the vibe. The pain she felt at the time was masked by the absolute joy of being penetrated by both a large cock and vibrator. She came with uncontrolled, multiple spasms as he fucked her hard with the vibe in place and, amazingly, he managed not to cum even with the added pleasure of feeling the powerful vibrator all the way along his cock.

They fell forward onto the bed in near heavenly, combined, loving pleasure with Jayne's cunt still double penetrated as her Bull lay on top of her.
After a pause, she lay him on his back, straddled him and slowly lowered herself down onto his cock, spearing her cunt with his manhood. Then she started to ride him, increasing in pace as she watched him looking at her and felt his hands caressing her butt. Rhythmically, she rode him faster and faster, rotating her butt and the angle of his cock in her cunt, milking him with her gripping vaginal muscles. He loves this and she knew she could bring him to orgasm now as she saw the look of lust of his face. Jayne rode her Bull in our bed while I was not in the house, taking him for her own and making him cum after hours of jointly experienced pleasure. He exploded inside her as she brought herself to a simultaneous orgasm with him, feeling him thrusting upwards deep inside her as she felt her cunt walls gripping him and his cum filling her up.

They stayed in that position for a while, kissing and caressing as his hard well-used cock subsided and her satisfied cunt dripped a mixture of her juices and his cum onto his legs.

Eventually they parted and lay exhausted in each other arms, drifting off to deep sleep with wonderful memories of their first time together in our bed. Jayne has started to look forward to feeling his strong arms around her all night as she sleeps, which is another worrying sign for me that she may wish this arrangement to become permanent.

After many hours of XXX pleasure and a long recovery sleep, they woke up in our bed together with bodies so close they were touching from head to toe. He started to stroke her clit and her cunt juices began to flow once more. She could feel his hard cock pressing into her and she wanted to give him pleasure. Jayne moved position in a near 69, so she could suck his cock while he continued to give her clit plenty of attention. When she had teased him for a few minutes Jayne straddled her Bull again and rode him once more. This time he held back and did not cum yet, letting them both enjoy the feeling of her massaging his cock with her rotating hips and cunt.

He moved her into a spoons position and fucked Jayne energetically from behind as he caressed her breasts and rubbed her clit. She loves to be fucked by him from behind and he has said all the rear entry position are his favourites, allowing him to penetrate her very deeply as she thrusts herself backwards and presents herself for his cock. While he was still inside her he moved Jayne so that she was lying face down, lifted her up and placed a pillow under her hips to raise her cunt for him, starting to fuck her deep and hard right to up to and past the entrance to her womb. He pounded her in this vulnerable position as she had one orgasm after the other in a series of multi-orgasmic, explosive, gasping, screaming and bruising moments that she could tell me about later with utmost clarity. He had taken her to heaven and back, so she would remember him and be desperate for the next time they would meet for a XXX session.

After resting for a while with him still inside her, they moved to lay very close and cuddled each other, kissing and caressing to put off the moment of parting. Eventually they got up, showered and dressed, going downstairs hand in hand to kiss once more in the hall.

Her Bull kissed Jayne goodbye inside the house and she watched as he drove away, still able to feel where his cock had been and squeezing her cunt to keep his cum inside her for when I returned home. I could taste him as I licked Jayne while she told this story. To give me full sloppy seconds she got into a 69 position and sat on my face, allowing me to suck her cunt dry while she stroked my cock and occasionally sucked it hard with her expert mouth.

Jayne has grown accustomed to her Bull and I have got used to being her Cuckold, even dressing in her clothing while she is out shopping. I can just get a particularly wide pair of her high-heeled shoes on and some of her lingerie, often with a CB3000 chastity device visible through her lacy pants. Today, after she had got up, I played with one of her very large lifelike cock-shaped dildos as if it was a man in bed with me rubbing his cock against mine. I licked the dildo as if I was giving the man fellatio, although the dildo is so large I could only just get it into my mouth. I have also started seeking out and watching Bi and Gay videos, which get me very aroused. Am I turning Bisexual at the very time when Jayne will probably not need me any more in bed or maybe not require me to live in the home with her?

Meanwhile, Jayne had a fabulous time with her Bull again (now twice in February rather than the usual once per month) and there is still time next week for her to get a hat-trick.

I have added some pictures of Jayne wearing the same white lingerie that she wore for her Bull and playing with the same silver vibrator that she used in front of him (the large cock-shaped dildo is the one I rubbed against my cock and sucked after she had got up).

Hope you find this Blog interesting and informative, showing the ups and downs (literally) of the cuckold life-style.

In our bed tonight

There is the very real possibility that Jayne will have a XXX session in our house this evening and her Bull will spend the night with her in our bed.

It is half term and I am childcare for the week, with a trip to London today as part of the half term entertainment. I will be stopping over at a London hotel with one of our children (the other is away for the week on a school trip). So Jayne will be at home without us and will be free to entertain her Bull all evening and overnight.

I will not know for sure unless she sends me a text to confirm her plans. The first I may know of it could be the satisfied smile on her face when we return home tomorrow and the taste of his cum when I get sloppy seconds.

We tried making love last night and my small cock could not please her; both of us deciding to give up on my limp, dismal cock without either of us having an orgasm. This is in sharp contrast to her Bull, who is hard whenever they meet and can keep his large cock erect for hours at a time, while she has multiple orgasms in numerous positions with him until they finish their extended XXX sessions with simultaneous orgasms. No wonder she prefers her Bull in bed.

His cock inside her

His cock will have been inside her already tonight, in their hotel room 50 miles from our home. She sent me a text when she arrived and then she had a shower before preparing for his arrival. She said she had taken a choice of basque, to go with the high heeled shoes and seamed stockings. I will not know exactly what she is wearing for him right now until she returns tomorrow morning to allow me to lick her clit and suck his cum from her well used cunt.

I wonder how many times his cock has thrust deep inside her in the years we have known him and how many times it will thrust into her tonight and tomorrow morning. Possibly tens of thousands for the first and may hundreds for the latter. She loves his cock and I believe she is growing to love him.

All I can do is wait for her to return, with my small semi-hard cock constantly informing me of how inferior I am to him.

Meeting with her Bull for 3 hours of XXX enjoyment

She did meet her Bull last Friday and they had a three hour XXX session while I was at work.

She dressed for him in the lingerie and stockings I have just posted, which I bought her for Xmas. He loved the peacock stocking tops and he managed to tear one of her stockings while they fucked, probably while he held her ankles apart so he could see his cock entering her cunt.

He fucked her in many positions, cumming twice in the XXX session, filling her with his cum which I had to suck out when I got home. Then she allowed me to put my small throbbing cock into her cunt and poke her for a short time before I came inside her (although she did not cum; she had already cum many times with him and when I fucked her she just watched me).

I think she would prefer to be with him all the time.

Preparing for her Bull

All the signs point to a meeting with her Bull today. Last night she got into bed, turned on her side away from me and immediately said "See you in the morning." Denying me all possibility of cumming inside her, leaving her clean and ensuring that she is ready for him to suck her cunt today.

This morning she lay in bed when the alarm went off but as soon as I stirred she got up and went into the en-suite bathroom, again ensuring that there was no possibility of my cum being inside her cunt when she meets her Bull.

She is now out of the shower and drying her hair, which is something she always does before she meets him. She even did the grocery shopping yesterday to give her more time this morning.

It all points to a XXX meet with her Bull and it may be in our bedroom. They have already done that to me and she took great delight in informing me when I got home from work that he had fucked her in a number of positions on our bed.

It is strange. My small cock is hard at the thought of what they are planning to do but my head is spinning at the same time, confused by her preferring another man and enjoying his company as a friend, lover and long lasting Bull. I wonder what they both think of me... that I let it continue and even get a kick out of them fucking each other. She is very active in his company, sucking and riding his cock for long spells while he watches her. She enjoys teasing him and he seems to have such control that he does not cum until they are both ready; this being after she has cum numerous times to his tongue, fingers and cock, and after they have enjoyed each other in a number of sexual positions. At that point, when she is truly satisfied, he brings her to a massive orgasm while he explodes inside her. All this while I am work, often while I in meetings at work.

How will this end?

Further meetings with her Bull

She is planning further meetings with her Bull, including an overnight stopover with him which she told me about last night. They are still in daily contact and she tells me what he says to her on the phone; all the things he would like to do to her when they next meet.

My small cock twitches when I think of them together, of his fingers and tongue exploring her and his large cock stretching her cunt lips as he slides deep within her. She comes many times during each long XXX session with him.

All I can do is wait for the next time they meet...