Monday, 19 October 2009

Cuckold Weekend

What a weekend....

On Thursday Jayne fucked her Bull again, and was doing so while I was parked outside the hotel in between their cars.

On Friday I manage to persuade her to allow me into her separate bedroom and after some further persuassion I got to lick & finger her Cuckoldress cunt, bringing her to orgasm with my tongue; but I went too far and put my cock inside her, only be told (after fucking her for less than a minute) to take my cock out and leave the room.

On Saturday we were good friends all day but I dare not enter her room that night.

On Sunday morning, when I know she likes a lie in, I plucked up courage and not only entered her separate bedroom but also got into bed with her; touched her; stroked her breasts through her nightie; pulled her nightie down and touched her naked breasts; got between her legs and licked her clit for a long time; snaked my tongue into her cunt; slid first one, then two, then three fingers into her cunt while I licked her clit; brought her to multiple orgasms, while my cock raged and jerked in frustration because I knew that to fuck her would not be a good move; then lie with her while she came down from her orgasms, asking her if she had enjoyed it and getting a positive response; then kissing her and leaving the room to jerk off in my bedroom to give myself some Cuckold release.

And we were friends all day on Sunday.

What a Cuckold weekend...

Saturday, 17 October 2009

Cuckold Conclusion

Tonight reality dawned.

I managed to join Jayne in the bedroom she is sleeping in and it was all going OK until I mentioned her Bull. Then she asked me to stop fucking her and for me to take my cock out of her cunt. I did as requested and left the room.

Unwanted Cuckold.

Friday, 16 October 2009

Cuckold Confusion

I still cannot get over the fact that yesterday I parked my car between Jayne's car and her Bull's car, while inside the hotel Jayne was enjoying her Bull for at least three (I now think it was over four) hours without telling me beforehand.

I am confused. My cock is raging inside my chastity device but my head is still coming to terms with my position as a willing Cuckold who only learns of Jayne's exploits when he asks or on the rare occassion when she tells me without prompting.

I feel humiliated and aroused at the same time.

Cuckold Chastity - Very secure 24/7

I have pulled the following text out from a previous Blog entry, so that anyone interested in very secure 24/7 Cuckold Chastity might use it for reference.

My cock is quite small, so it is easy to pull it out from most chastity devices (or I think I can pull it out and break the device while trying). I have tried the CB2000 and CB3000, plus the Birdlocked Mini. None have managed to allow secure 24/7 chastity; giving me too much pain to put on or wear, particularly during nightime arousal, being visible under clothing or allowing me to pull my cock out of the device.

I have a CB3000, which fell apart and I have glued back together again (plus I have another CB3000 cage which had broken pins so I drilled them out and can use threaded bolts and wingnuts instead to align and tighten it). I also have a CB2000 (smaller than the CB3000 and more suited to my little cock and balls) which I can wear for some time in comfort but still get some pain if I get aroused in my sleep. I bought a Mini-Birdlocked (which took some time and painful effort to put over my balls every time I wore it), plus I could pull my cock out easily so it was not secure but very comfortable once on. Eventually I cut off the knumbing and awkward Mini-Birdlocked Ball Collar and started to use a combination of a CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage (with the Birdlocked lower locking part slid over the CB Ball Ring and the CB Centre Pin pushed through a hole I made in the Birdlocked Cock Cage and securely locked with a padlock). This worked until I got too excited and the Birdlocked lower locking part snapped where it was stretched over the CB Ball Ring. This has now been made even more secure by using two crossed-over zipper locks (the type used for tying up cables). The whole combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage is very comfortable and I have discovered an exception way of solving the easy cock pullout problem by pulling a further zipper lock (the type used for tying up cables) very very tightly (until it will not zip any tighter) around the entrance to the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage after pushing my small cock all the way in. It firmly holds my cock tightly behind the frenum and makes it impossible to pull out my cock until I eventually cut off the zipper lock with a pair of wire cutters.

For a Cuckold couple into CBT and long term 24/7 wearing of a discreet chastity device, this combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage could be the answer (once you get over the shock of cutting up an expensive Mini-Birdlocked).

Hope this is useful.

Thursday, 15 October 2009

Cuckold Certainty

Jayne has just returned home from being with her Bull. She was dressed very smartly in a tight black belted dress, still with her flesh stockings on (which were hardly noticeable) and she looked beautiful as she brought in her bags from the car. There was a small makeup bag in her purse which I assume she used to put on some sexy lipstick for her Bull to enjoy.

I have made her a cup of tea, while she got changed in the main bedroom, and she is now sitting demurely (dressed in comfortable casuals) downstairs at the dining room table doing some college coursework.

The reason I know she has met her Bull is that I took a hunch and drove sixty miles south to a hotel where they have met before. When I arrived at the hotel at 11:50 this morning her car was in the car park with his big 4x4 parked discreetly next to it with one car parking space between them. I parked my car in that space and have taken a series of photos of all three cars side by side. Then I went into the nearby inn and into the gents toilets where I sat in a locked cubicle and looked at the photos while I touched my raging cock (which has been locked in a Birdlocked chatity device all day, so I could only squeeze my cock through the silicone moulding of the device). After a few moments to gather my thoughts, I went back outside and took some more photos which I have just loaded up to Flickr in a private set. I sat in my car between their vehicles contemplating my position; unable to get an erection in the chastity device; with proof of them being together at the hotel; while very close indeed they were in a locked bedroom behind curtains that I could possibly see from my car, enjoying each other's company; he had probably already made her cum numerous times with his tongue and fingers; she would have sucked his cock for a long time to give him pleasure; then she would either have sat on his cock or he would have thrust it deep inside her as they fucked and kissed each other while I sat helpless outside in the car park.

I drove home and she has just arrived home at 14:45, meaning she was at the hotel another two hours after I had left. He has fucked her for at least three hours today and she will be sore but happy.

I am going to ask her about it now and give her a couple of painkiller pills because he doubles her up in the anvil position, thrusting his cock into her very hard and deep for a long time while she enjoys him very deep inside her but suffers afterwards.

Jayne did not want the painkillers (although I left them with her anyway) and when I asked her if she has been with her Bull today she said "Yes, she had" (she does not lie to me but has no idea that I already knew the answer). I asked her when was the last time she had seen her Bull and it was in August (she spent a whole night with him in the same hotel they met at today, just one day after our return from a week on holiday in France, before our relationship went into an even steeper downward spiral).

At least I am certain she has been with her Bull today.

My small limp cock is also certain but I cannot get any sexual satisfaction when I touch it because my cock is very securely locked in a chastity device and has been since early this morning. I have a CB3000, which fell apart and I have glued back together again (plus I have another CB3000 cage which had broken pins so I drilled them out and can use threaded bolts and wingnuts instead to align and tighten it). I also have a CB2000 (smaller than the CB3000 and more suited to my little cock and balls) which I can wear for some time in comfort but still get some pain if I get aroused in my sleep. I bought a Mini-Birdlocked (which took some time and painful effort to put over my balls every time I wore it), plus I could pull my cock out easily so it was not secure but very comfortable once on. Eventually I cut off the knumbing and awkward Mini-Birdlocked Ball Collar and started to use a combination of a CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage (with the Birdlocked lower locking part slid over the CB Ball Ring and the CB Centre Pin pushed through a hole I made in the Birdlocked Cock Cage and securely locked with a padlock). This worked until I got too excited and the Birdlocked lower locking part snapped where it was stretched over the CB Ball Ring. This has now been made even more secure by using two crossed-over zipper locks (the type used for tying up cables). The whole combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage is very comfortable and I have discovered an exception way of solving the easy cock pullout problem by pulling a further zipper lock (the type used for tying up cables) very very tightly (until it will not zip any tighter) around the entrance to the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage after pushing my small cock all the way in. It firmly holds my cock tightly behind the frenum and makes it impossible to pull out my cock until I eventually cut off the zipper lock with a pair of wire cutters. For a Cuckold couple into CBT and long term 24/7 wearing of a discreet chastity device, this combination of CB Ball Ring and Centre Pin with the Mini-Birdlocked Cock Cage could be the answer (once you get over the shock of cutting up an expensive Mini-Birdlocked).

So I know Jayne has been with her Bull today, she knows that I know and she has probably guessed that my cock is locked up; his cum is still inside her and she can still feel where his cock has stretched her cunt; she will also have very recent memories of a long XXX session with her Bull and will not let me near her either for sloppy seconds or to push my feeble cock into her cunt; I will just have to sit here typing this up for you to read in my abject subservience to Jayne and her Bull.

I am a Cuckold.