Daily Contact

She did not drive down to meet him and stay overnight - too dark and icy for travelling.

Instead, she is in daily contact with him by voice or text which is incredibly frustrating for me; knowing he is talking to her and she is responding but not knowing what they have said or typed. It sounds really controlling but it is not that at all; it is my 'Cuckold' lack of knowledge of what they want to do together that is so frustrating.

We drove past his house yesterday and she could not help but look in his direction, while I (the driver) stared dutifully forward and tried to ignore her obvious interest elsewhere.

Am I getting jealous about how much he means to her? - They seem to be in daily contact by mobile phone and she has already told me the sort of suggestions he makes to her on the phone, which make her wet as he speaks.

Despite the previous incidents, I have found myself once more having too much to drink and am very much aware that I could easily say something that would push her too far and make her seek comfort with him, as she has done in the past.

For all those contemplating a Cuckold lifestyle, be very much aware that eventually the thought of another man being your wife or partner's main (and potentially only) lover is a very hard thought to take and, if it happens, will change your life forever.

Waiting

JayneG is in the master bedroom next to our study, where I am typing this. She is trying on the sexy lingerie I bought her for Xmas, so she can decide which to wear for her Bull tonight. He wants her to go down to spend the night with him but she is still debating whether to go or not.

I will know in about an hour, one way or the other....

Small Cock

She was teasing me last night about my small cock, which seems to be getting smaller as I get older. I was trying to satisfy her with my cock but she kept asking if my tiny cock ever felt the sides of her cunt, particularly after she had been playing with her Bull, a vibrator or dildo.

In the end I rubbed my now partially flacid cock against her clit, which was much better for her and she came as I rubbed her with my bending, lubricated cock.

If any of my readers also has a small cock, please email me to discuss.
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Stopover with her Bull

She did meet her Bull at the hotel and she stayed overnight with him. Because she had got all the keys to my CB3000 I was locked into it while she was away, only managing to get one limp and unsatisfactory cum by lots of lubricant, repeated pulling at the lock and straining my frustrated cock against the CB3000 while looking at photos of him fucking her.

I eventually got to sleep but woke up in pain to find my balls very swollen and my almost hard cock completely filling the CB3000. I must have been dreaming of sex and was now paying the price for it with real pain. It took some time for my cock and balls to calm down and for the pain to dissipate, all the while I was trying not to think of where Jayne was and that her Bull would be lying naked beside her.

I could not sleep, so powered up the PC and looked at Cuckold pics (particularly IR), gently pulling on my CB3000 to give some attention to my now flacid cock. I waited patiently for her to return home, so I could unlock my cock and lick her cunt clean. He fucks her in the morning when she sleeps with him, leaving volumes of his cum inside her for me to suck out, taste and drink. I was looking forward to lying between her spread legs serving her as a Cuckold should and to putting my small cock inside her, if she let me, to add my cum to that of her Bull.

It got later and later in the morning and I wondered if she was deliberately arriving home late so there was no time for her to be with me in bed before we both had to go to work. Eventually I got into the shower, still locked into my CB3000 chastity device, and I washed my cock by running warm water through the device. I was forced to get dressed for work, with the CB3000 causing a bulge in my suit trousers that could have been flattering but was very worrying because my work colleagues would notice my normally invisible cock had miraculously grown overnight.

I drove down the route she would use both to come home and to go direct to her office but got all the way to the dual carriageway without seeing her. I pulled over and sent her a text asking "Where R U?" and she replied "Work". So she had driven straight there from the hotel, avoiding meeting me and not informing me of her whereabouts; leaving me without communication and condemned to being locked in the CB3000 for a full 24 hours.

To avoid embarassment, I had to work all day alone in a new office we are commissioning, only emerging infrequently dressed in my long black overcoat to talk to colleagues or get something to eat. Only one person (male) noticed the bulge in my trousers and immediately looked away, while we carried on a conversation about the new office. I managed to survive the whole day with a locked up cock and at times forgot about it, only to be reminded when my cock strained against the device.

I got home before her and had a shower, washing my cock again. When she did arrive home I finally managed to unlock the CB3000 and free my frustrated cock while she was parking the car in the garage. When she returned into the house, I pulled her upstairs into the bedroom, lay her on the bed, ripped off her work tights and thong, and spread her legs so her shaved cunt was visible. I dived in and furiously licked her clit and cunt, sucking her Bull's still evident and salty cum from her. He had cum again inside her in the morning and she had been sitting all day since with his cum unable to drain from her. She had got ready for work at the hotel, including putting on a pair of tights, then sat down all day retaining his cum deep within her cunt; sometimes, when she has driven home in the evening immediately after being fucked by her Bull she has told me his cum drips out of her still gaping, satisfied cunt, past her thong and down her stocking clad legs as she has walked out to her car to drive home and she has been able to feel where her Bull's cock has been while she has been driving in the car. I continued to suck her now glistening and aroused cunt, suddenly receiving and tasting a globule of her Bull's cum as she squeezed it from her cunt. I could roll his cum around on my tongue and the thought nearly made me cum myself while kneeling on the floor against the bed with her spread before me. Here was 'Cuckold proof' in my mouth and the salty remains of her XXX session with her Bull, while I remained at home with a locked up cock to stop me getting any satisfaction whilst she had numerous orgasms and his cock had fulfilled her as my never could.

I got on top of her and she teased me about my small cock as I inserted it. She told me how beautiful her Bull's cock is and how it has a large head that spreads her cunt as he enters her; how deep his cock gets into her cunt and how much she enjoys feeling it sliding inside. I could not last any more and shot my load inside her, adding it to at least two loads from her Bull. She laughed and got off the bed, unpacking her overnight bag as I lay on the bed imagining what she had worn and knowing that she had dressed up in lingerie, stockings and high heels for her Bull (and not for me).

During these last few weeks I have changed and have become the subservient partner in our relationship; while she has gained the upper hand, able to book hotels and meet her Bull at will without reference to me at home. This is going to be the story of my life from now on and have to accept it or risk losing her completely (she has already told me she does not love me any more and that her Bull has become her 'lover').

I hope this Blog, and the warning signs within it, is informative for current Cuckolds or those considering the lifestye....

Significant changes to the status quo

She is with her Bull now.

I worked local today and managed to get home early at 17:20 . Her large 4x4 car was on the drive facing the gates, rather than being in the garage for the night. I immediately knew she was planning to meet her Bull tonight and I hoped to see her dressing up for him when I unlocked the front door and went up to our main bedroom. Little did I know...

As I unpacked my car to carry them into the house, her car headlights came on and I was lit up like a christmas tree. She was already in her car and when I went to greet her she wound down the window and said "Goodbye". She had got home early, so she could leave to drive to her Bull before I got home. My turning up was obviously a surprise to both of us. With a quick kiss, she opened the electric gates and drove off, leaving me abandoned on the drive knowing where she was driving to.

The agreement was that I would lock myself in my CB3000 chastity device until she returned home from her overnight meeting her Bull. I had already put all of the CB3000 keys in her handbag which was now travelling with my Keyholder towards her Bull. Without pause I went into the house and upstairs, changed from my work clothes, got my now keyless CB3000 out and locked myself into it, to stop myself playing with my cock at the thought of what she was planning to do tonight. It has not worked perfectly because, with some lubricant and much to-and-fro pulling on the CB3000 lock, I have managed to make myself cum twice this evening looking at the photos and videos I took during the period when they allowed me to be present.

She sent me a text at 19:31 saying she was at a luxury hotel half way between our home and her Bull. I was not sure if this was to let me know that she was now half-way on the journey or that she was meeting him at the hotel, so I sent a text back asking if she was staying overnight at the luxury hotel. Her reply was a very short "Yes". I had been tracking her probable progress on Google maps, expecting her to text at approximately the same time that she had just arrived at her Bull's place. Now I suddenly realised that she had been with him for an hour already and he had almost certainly been kissing her and exploring her body with his fingers and tongue for some time, making her cum at least once before I thought she had even arrived.

I have been completely shocked by what she has done tonight; discovering her planning to leave before I got home; and when I did arrive unexpectedly she just looked me in the eye and left anyway.

I started up our PC and looked at our luxury hotel account, which showed she had booked the hotel and large single bed last week on 17th December. She has been planning this meeting with her Bull for more than a week.

My cock is twitching at the thought of what they are doing in the hotel right now. They are so perfectly matched sexually that I can't complain about the fact that they talk to each other as lovers every day on their mobile phones, both of them telling the other what XXX activities they would like to perform. She teases me about it when she is sucking or playing with my small cock, trying to get it hard enough to be of some use to her.

He will have made her cum numerous times tonight, with intense orgasms that make her scream with delight. He will also cum inside her at least once tonight and again tomorrow morning, after thrusting his bareback cock deep into her and exploding within her cunt to fill her with his salty cum that I will have to clean out when she returns home tomorrow morning to unlock me. If I am lucky I may get to put my straining cock into her cunt but I am guessing she will be too tired and all I will be allowed to do is make her cum with my tongue while I lick her clit and suck his cum from her cunt.

What is really worrying is that part way through this evening I gave up trying to make myself cum again in the CB3000 and ran a bubble bath, which is where I will lay as soon as I finish this entry to my blog. She has won; outplanning and outguessing me all the way to the point when I have given in and will let her do whatever she wants in future. I have moved from a long period of pursuading her to take a lover; to trying to control when and where she had a XXX session with him; to coming home not long ago to learn she had fucked him in our bedroom while I was at work; to arriving home tonight to see her planning to drive away before I got there, leaving me alone at home while she enjoyed herself with her Bull, his larger cock and his stamina.

I can't compete with either of them and, locked in my CB3000, I can't even get a satisfactory orgasm in her absence. I miss her.....

Big Mistake

I must stop letting it get to me when I know or suspect she is planning to meet her Bull.

We agreed, at my suggestion, that she could have a stopover with him and I could see that she was looking forward to it; on the first day she would do some Xmas shopping part way, before driving to his place and having prolonged XXX sessions in the evening and again in the morning; then she would return home fulfilled with a very well used pussy to tease me and make me lick her cunt clean of his cum. This was what we both expected to happen.

Unfortunately, with her imminent XXX meeting in mind, I got drunk on the final night before she was planning to drive to him and I must have said something (that I cannot remember but was probably a jealous outburst) that led to her cancelling the trip. Everyone was disappointed and it was all my fault.

It has taken two weeks to repair the damage. I have not had much to drink since, have been very attentive and have suggested another stopover date with her Bull next Tuesday night.

It was a big mistake for me to get so uptight about her wanting another man's larger cock in her cunt rather than mine; a man who has far more staying power than me and who has the stamina to keep her cumming repeatedly for hours in their long XXX sessions together. When she meets him on Tuesday she will be able to feel his hard cock pressing against her when they kiss, which is a sharp contrast to the times when it has taken some time for my small cock to get hard enough to be any use to her. She loves to suck her Bull's cock and to give him pleasure, much as he spends a long time licking her clit and exploring her cunt with his tongue and fingers. She enjoys the many positions he fucks her in and how deep his cock plunges hard and fast into her cunt. I have watched him make her repeatedly cum with intense orgasms and I have listened to her scream with pleasure as he has stretched her cunt and pounded his cock deep inside her for hundreds of times in long XXX sessions. Sexually, they are made for each other, which is why it is such a shame alcohol got in the way to cancel their last meeting.

I am planning to try to stay very calm and attentive on Monday night, avoiding any issues. I will not be able to cum inside her again until after her Bull has fucked her bareback, pumped his next load into her and filled her with his sperm. She will let me fuck her tonight and tomorrow but I will have to take out my cock as I cum, to make sure there is no residue on Tuesday night when her Bull is licking her cunt. There will be plenty of his cum still inside her when I have to lick her clean after she returns.

More later from a very sober and subdued but still slightly excited Cuckold.