Significant changes to the status quo

She is with her Bull now.

I worked local today and managed to get home early at 17:20 . Her large 4x4 car was on the drive facing the gates, rather than being in the garage for the night. I immediately knew she was planning to meet her Bull tonight and I hoped to see her dressing up for him when I unlocked the front door and went up to our main bedroom. Little did I know...

As I unpacked my car to carry them into the house, her car headlights came on and I was lit up like a christmas tree. She was already in her car and when I went to greet her she wound down the window and said "Goodbye". She had got home early, so she could leave to drive to her Bull before I got home. My turning up was obviously a surprise to both of us. With a quick kiss, she opened the electric gates and drove off, leaving me abandoned on the drive knowing where she was driving to.

The agreement was that I would lock myself in my CB3000 chastity device until she returned home from her overnight meeting her Bull. I had already put all of the CB3000 keys in her handbag which was now travelling with my Keyholder towards her Bull. Without pause I went into the house and upstairs, changed from my work clothes, got my now keyless CB3000 out and locked myself into it, to stop myself playing with my cock at the thought of what she was planning to do tonight. It has not worked perfectly because, with some lubricant and much to-and-fro pulling on the CB3000 lock, I have managed to make myself cum twice this evening looking at the photos and videos I took during the period when they allowed me to be present.

She sent me a text at 19:31 saying she was at a luxury hotel half way between our home and her Bull. I was not sure if this was to let me know that she was now half-way on the journey or that she was meeting him at the hotel, so I sent a text back asking if she was staying overnight at the luxury hotel. Her reply was a very short "Yes". I had been tracking her probable progress on Google maps, expecting her to text at approximately the same time that she had just arrived at her Bull's place. Now I suddenly realised that she had been with him for an hour already and he had almost certainly been kissing her and exploring her body with his fingers and tongue for some time, making her cum at least once before I thought she had even arrived.

I have been completely shocked by what she has done tonight; discovering her planning to leave before I got home; and when I did arrive unexpectedly she just looked me in the eye and left anyway.

I started up our PC and looked at our luxury hotel account, which showed she had booked the hotel and large single bed last week on 17th December. She has been planning this meeting with her Bull for more than a week.

My cock is twitching at the thought of what they are doing in the hotel right now. They are so perfectly matched sexually that I can't complain about the fact that they talk to each other as lovers every day on their mobile phones, both of them telling the other what XXX activities they would like to perform. She teases me about it when she is sucking or playing with my small cock, trying to get it hard enough to be of some use to her.

He will have made her cum numerous times tonight, with intense orgasms that make her scream with delight. He will also cum inside her at least once tonight and again tomorrow morning, after thrusting his bareback cock deep into her and exploding within her cunt to fill her with his salty cum that I will have to clean out when she returns home tomorrow morning to unlock me. If I am lucky I may get to put my straining cock into her cunt but I am guessing she will be too tired and all I will be allowed to do is make her cum with my tongue while I lick her clit and suck his cum from her cunt.

What is really worrying is that part way through this evening I gave up trying to make myself cum again in the CB3000 and ran a bubble bath, which is where I will lay as soon as I finish this entry to my blog. She has won; outplanning and outguessing me all the way to the point when I have given in and will let her do whatever she wants in future. I have moved from a long period of pursuading her to take a lover; to trying to control when and where she had a XXX session with him; to coming home not long ago to learn she had fucked him in our bedroom while I was at work; to arriving home tonight to see her planning to drive away before I got there, leaving me alone at home while she enjoyed herself with her Bull, his larger cock and his stamina.

I can't compete with either of them and, locked in my CB3000, I can't even get a satisfactory orgasm in her absence. I miss her.....