Cuckold Separation

Jayne slept on her own in the guest room last night and is just driving off to work now. Only a peck of a kiss for me as she left the house dressed in very sexy summer clothing. She will turn some heads today.

No sex for me though.

Cuckold Time Elapsed Since My Last Intimacy With JayneG

The last time of intimacy was 23:00 on 4th August 2009, except that Jayne has allowed me a double bonus last night and this morning. I somehow landed lucky and she let me touch her last night; she even squeezed my semi-erect small cock while I stroked her clit; then she amazed me by positioning herself and guiding my cock into her from behind in the spoons position; my cock was erect now but it is short and it must not have gone in deep enough because she changed positions again and got on top of me facing my feet, guiding my cock into her and riding it slowly for a long time; she would lean forwards and fuck me, then lean back, all the time trying to get my cock as deep as possible into her cunt. The she got off me and demanded that I fuck her from behind while she knelt in front of me; she kept asking me if I liked fucking her and kept encouraging me to fuck her faster and to fill her with cum. I am guessing that when she is with her Bull she is very vocal, telling him how large his cock is and how much she enjoys him fucking her welcoming cunt, encouraging him in the same way to explode inside her with huge volumes of pent-up cum (which I used to be able to verify when I got sloppy seconds but now can only imagine). Jayne also let me fuck her in the spoons position this morning, which was a real bonus.

All the time, though, I get the distinct impression that she cannot wait to meet her Bull again...

Cuckolded Twice In One Week

I got home early today, hoping to see Jayne (who has a day off each Friday) before she drove off to see her Bull again and possibly stay overnight with him. Previously, she has tried to slip away on Fridays before I have got home, so I arrived home early only to find she had already left.

The cats were still locked in the utility, which was how I left them this morning. She must have arrived home from the hairdresser in the late morning (the appointment was 09:30 but it was for a cut so may have taken some time); showered immediately and put on her make-up; dressed in sexy lingerie, stockings and high heels for him (she does not do that for me); put on the wonderful sexy perfume that I could smell when I opened the door this evening; then got in the car to drive to meet him for yet another long XXX session with her Bull this week. All this while I was at work.

I checked her lingerie drawer and she has definitely removed one of the basques to wear for him (her Bull always gets the first viewing and I used to see them again when I got sloppy seconds but recently she has denied me even that). Her shaver is still here and her overnight bag, so I am hoping she will return home this evening but I have no idea.

I have just sent her a neutral "Where are you? X" text after the time I would normally be home. She has not responded yet.....

Meanwhile, I have locked myself into the Birdlocked Chastity Device, with the added security of a non-removable cable tie, and will have to wait impatiently for any news of what she is doing, where she is and when she will get home (tired, full of his cum and very sore for prolonged, enjoyable sexual activity with his large cock and amazing stamina).

All I can do is wait and imagine what they are doing together.

Rejected Cuckold

She did it last time and she has done it again tonight. After spending the evening having dinner with her Bull last night and then having a long XXX session with him, as well as sleeping overnight with him and getting fucked this morning, Jayne has rejected my tentative advances this evening. I spent a long time giving her attention and, as we settled down to watch an erotic TV programme, I tried to press my lips to her clit and she pushed me repeatedly away. In the end we have parted and I made a bath for her to relax in, allowing me to type this worried entry into my Blog.

I believe she now wants all her experiences with her Bull to be private, does not want me to refer to it afterwards and definitely does not want me to show how turned-on I am by the thought of her fucking her Bull in my absence.

My role as a Cuckold is to accept that she will meet with her Bull whenever she can and that she sees him as her boyfriend, with whom she is far more intimate (they talk and text daily) and for whom she likes to dress up and spend time with (not just intimately, they are now also long term friends). She would not give him up even if I asked.

Jayne did not come home last night.

I spent most of the night abusing myself with CBT and self bondage, once I realised that Jayne was not coming home. The thought of her curled up alongside her Bull, with his strong arms around her as she slept, kept me awake. I watched a XXX Felatio DVD while tied to the bed in my CB2000 (I cut the Birdlocked off after midnight after trying in vain to make myself cum while wearing it - The extra security was perfect up to the point where I was abusing myself too much while straining my balls to try to ejaculate).

Jayne is probably getting her morning fuck now, in the spoons position which he prefers after waking up. She loves his large wide cock and the way he can last for ages before cumming, giving her multiple orgasms to his one explosion inside her. She will not want me to touch her when she gets home; a combination of worn out and stretched cunt, aching limbs after being fucked at length in the anvil or spread position, tiredness and resentment that I do not give her the attention she needs (hence her meeting her Bull to be satisfied). She will probably go straight to work this morning from the hotel, so that she gets a rest during the day and can put off the moment when I finally show her some attention and try to suck his cum from her cunt.

I will be going to work late this morning, just in case she does come home before work.

Still waiting

She has been with her Bull for two and a half hours now. Long enough for dinner together and to return to the room they will have booked. She will have cum several times already and he will be holding back so he can cum inside her later after fucking her bareback in many positions for so long that her cunt will be sore when she gets home (if she gets home tonight that is).

I have tried to get out of my Birdlocked Chastity Device, to pleasure myself while thinking of them, but the extra security (permanent cable ties) has stopped me pulling my cock out of the device and is not allowing any movement inside the device, so I have no means of stroking my cock at all. All I can do is squeeze the Birdlocked with my fingers but I am only getting minimal sensation, whereas I know Jayne is fully enjoying her time with her Bull and will cum many times tonight with him.

Arrived and is meeting her Bull

She has just sent me a text "Arrived safely" at 19:36:36, which means she has been travelling for approx 90 minutes and is about half way to his place. She has just sent me another text saying exactly where she is and it is a hotel that they have met at before for overnight XXX sessions. I have asked her to let me know if she is staying overnight, so i am not worried about her.

And here I am with my small, limp cock locked up and unable to get an erection. While she is getting out of the car and greeting him with a kiss, both of them anticipating the long XXX desserts after their dinner together.

I was wrong

I was wrong.

I have noticed that her shaver is missing from the ensuite bathroom and her overnight/toiletries bag is missing. I sent her a text saying "Are you coming home tonight? Not sure how many Gin & Tonics to prepare.... XXX :-)" and she has replied at 17:53:37 saying "Still at work But planning to have dinner with ####".

I have asked her to let me know when she has arrived safely at their meeting location, which will give me some idea of where they are enjoying each other this evening but I still do not know if she is coming home tonight or not.

Have locked myself very securely into my Birdlocked Chastity Device, which is not allowing me to have an erection and which can be worn all night if she does not come home at all this evening. I will be desperate to suck his cum from her but she will probably go straight to work in the morning and I will have to wait all day to look at her cunt where his fingers will have explored and his tongue will have pleasured her several times before they have changed positions so that she can return the compliment by sucking and caressing his large cock (which she can deep throat to give him added plasure). They will fuck in numerous positions and he can last for a long time before finally exploding into her well used and eager cunt.

I can only wait in Cuckold unfulfilled, locked up torment and imagine what they will be doing to each other this evening after having a loving dinner together.